Getting Better All The Time

Pain

  So bad I wish to bash my head in against the wall.

  Digging my nails in my eye sockets as if to scoop my very eyes out.

  Can't use the stairs or move too quickly.

  Everything is too bright.

  Everything is too loud.

  Why does it hurt so?

  Why does my vision blur so?

  Pressure, like I'm hanging upside-down on a humid summer day.

  Sickness, like I just road a spinny ride at the fair one too many times in a row.

  There are people that have it worse than this.

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  So bad I cannot move the whole day.

  Clutching my midsection like the pressure helps any.

  Can't do much but curl in on myself & try to ignore the agonizing pangs.

  Everything is too warm.

  Everything internally feeling screwed up.

  Why does it feel so?

  Why does my body rebel?

  Hunger, but not being able to eat with the nausea.

  Bleeding, yet no injury.

  There are people who have it worse than this.

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  There are people who have it worse than this.

  Yet,

I feel

That anything

  Would be

    Better

      Than

        This.

{The first is about migraines while the second is cramps}