As Toby walks out I start to feel tears running down my cheeks. I want him back, I just dont know if I can't trust him anymore. Oh that reminds me, I have to text the girls and tell them to come right away, so I did.
They were all her within 10 minutes. I didn't know how to tell them, so I just blurted it out, "Toby's on the -A team!" They all look at me like I just spoke Chinese. Then Aria finally spoke up, "What? Since when? Why?"
"Yeah he is on the -A team. Em that's why I didn't want you to let him in. I don't know for how long he has been on the team and I don't know why, I didn't want to hear why. Han that's why I was cutting and that's why you found me and that's how I'm here now. I'm so sorry guys, I should have told you."
By this point Han had tears streaming down her face and Aria and Em just had watery eyes. Han then said, "I can still picture you on the floor with blood running out of your arm...........why so many cuts Spence? I love you so so much and I dont know what I would have done without you."
I was crying at this point, I had lost the love of my life, my family hates me and the girls have been through so much pain because of me. Why am I such a screw up, why do I have to mess up everything good in my life? Should I be dead?
(A.N.) Hope you liked this, I will try to update another chapter tonight, maybe even 2. Comment if you want me to update!
