Aria's P.O.V.
God, I miss the girls so much. They are all mad at me now. I honestly feel worse for Toby though, Spencer was the love of his life and I ruined that. He told me she won't even talk to him.
I remember the last time he called me...
*flashback starts*
I slowly open my eyes and reach for my phone that is ringing on my counter. I answer it even though it was only 2 in the morning.
(T- Toby, A- Aria)
A- Hello?
I say, still half asleep
T- Aria...
He says obviously crying
A- Toby? What's wrong?
T- Spence... she.. still.. won't.. talk.. to.. me.. everytime.. I.. try.. calling.. her.. she.. either.. doesn't.. answer.. declines.. it.. or.. Han.. answers.. and.. starts.. yelling.. at.. me..
He says in between sobs while slurring his words, I know now that he is drunk.
A- Toby, are you drunk?
I asked, I already knew the answer to that question
T- NO, WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT
A- Toby calm down
T- I CAN'T CALM DOWN, I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!
It hurt when he said the last part but I knew it was true
A- Toby, please calm down, go lay down, I will call you tomorrow when you aren't drunk, or you can call me, either way
T- Fine
He replied obviously mad, I wouldn't blame him.
A- Bye Toby
T- Bye
And with that he hung up.
*flashback ends*
He is so broken now, he has a drinking problem, I know he really loves Spencer...and I ruined it...I have to live with it now.
I really miss her, she was my best friend in the whole entire world. We were #team sparia...and I messed it up. I mess up everything good in my life, why do I have to be such a screw up. I have no one now...
Toby's P.O.V.
Living without Spence is killing me, I can't take it any longer...Maybe she would be happier if I was gone...I just want her to be happy...all I did was screw up the BEST thing in my life...I just wish it never came to this...I really hope once I'm gone..she will be happy...
What did you guys think, please comment what you want me to do and I may end up using your idea, let me know if you want me to update again today, cause I have a snow day today, so no school!! I love you guys!
