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TRIGGER WARNING⚠
Toby's P.O.V.
I know what I need to do now, Spence cut cause of me and now I will be able to feel her pain..she will finally be happy..I go to the bathroom and shut the door and break open one of my razors and grab a blade..I put it on my wrist, not dragging in yet. The cold metal makes shivers run up my spine. I press it against my skin, harder and harder until I feel the blade go through my skin.
I drag it slowly across as tears run down my cheeks. I lift it up and make another one..this one deeper than the other..I suddenly feel dizzy, I try to keep my balance, and I do, but I lift up the razor and make 5 more cuts...each one getting deeper and deeper. My arms and shirt are covered in blood. I'm really dizzy at this point. I fall down and my eyes slowly start closing my eyes.
I can't see anything but I hear someone come into the loft. "Toby!" I hear someone yell. I can't quite make out who it is but I know it's a girl. Her footsteps are coming closer to the bathroom, I want to get up and lock the door but I'm to weak to get up. She opens the bathroom door and screams, "NO TOBY, NO, WHY DID YOU DO THIS!!!" She sounds like she's crying, I hear her dial someone but I'm not sure who.
"Yes, I need an ambulance to the loft above the brew immediately," she seems to make out the words through he crying. "Toby, it will be okay, you'll be okay." I can't move, I can hear everything but I can't move. I hear the ambulance in the distance, the girl still sobbing, asking why.
I hear the people rush into the room and I feel them lift me up and put me on the stretcher, they put me in the back of the ambulance and off we go. Time passes and we finally arrive at the hospital.
Aria's P.O.V.
I can't believe Toby did this. I feel like this is all my fault. I feel like I lead him up to this, I should have been there, I should have never ruined him and Spencer, then they would be happy. I'm sitting in the waiting room silently crying as I slowly drift off to sleep.
I get woke up by a nurse at 7 a.m. asking me if I was here for Toby, I nodded my head. "Okay, I have some bad news, Toby lost a lot of blood, cut one of his veins and when we were trying to stitch up the cuts so they would stop bleeding, he slipped into a coma...I'm so sorry." I don't know what to think, I start bawling.
Soon the news people arrive and find out about Toby, they decide to put it on the news.
Spencer's P.O.V.
I wake up before all of the other girls and decide to make coffee, I guess they heard me get up or they smelt the coffee or something 'cause they get up and come get a cup of coffee. We all get our coffee and turn on the t.v., we turn on the news and heard, "Teen Toby Cavanaugh attempted suicide yesterday night and while trying to be revived slipped into a coma." I start bawling, and Han and Mona come over and hug me. "COME ON WE HAVE TO GO SEE HIM," I say sobbing. "Do you really think that is a good idea Spence, your still trying to get over him," Han says. "HAN, HE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, SURE HE SCREWED UP MY LIFE BUT HE ALSO MADE IT 100 TIMES BETTER, I NEED TO MAKE SURE HE IS OKAY, THIS IS PROBABLY BECAUSE OF ME AND I CAN'T LIVE WITH THAT," I start crying even harder.
Author's Note
Okay, I hope you guys like it. I will make the next part either tonight or tomorrow! Keep voting and commenting! I love you guys!
