Spencer's P.O.V.
I have to go see Toby, this is all my fault. "I should have just talked to him! I could have just talked to him!" I scream at myself in my head. I'm still bawling my eyes out. I'm not really sure what's going to happen at this point. I go upstairs, put on sweatpants and a long sleeve shirt and I put my hair in a messy bun. I go back downstairs rush to put on my slippers, I grab Hanna's car keys and technically pull Hanna and Mona out of the door.
We get in the car, me being in the passenger's side, Mona driving and Hanna still half asleep in the back since it was still somewhat early. The radio was on but only slightly, but I'm pretty sure no one could hear it over my sobs. I'm such a wreck right now. Why am I still alive? All I'm causing everyone is stress. I should be where Toby is right now, not him.
~15 minutes later~
We finally arrive at the hospital. Mona finds a place to park that isn't very close to the entrance but I don't care, we are here now and I need to see him. She puts the car and park, we all get out and she locks the car. I sprint as fast as I can into the hospital with Mona and Hanna following close behind.
I walk in and the first person I see is Aria. She comes up to me and tries to talk to me but I walk past her and ignore her. I walk up to the front desk and see a petite blonde who looks like she's in her early 20's. "Is Toby Cavanaugh aloud any visitors?" I ask, my voice shaking. "Only immediate family, are you family?" she asks. "No but we dated for 3 and a half years, please let me see him." I say tears streaming down my face. "I'm only supposed to let in family." the lady replies. "Please, please, I'm begging you." She nods her head and says, "Room 201". I thank her and walk over to Hanna and Mona.
"I'm going to go see him, you guys stay here." I say to them. "Are you sure you don't want us to go with you?" Mona asks and Hanna chimes in, "Yeah, are you sure Spence?" "Yeah. I need to do this, thank you." I say while hugging them. I slowly walk over to the elevator, I press the button and wait for it to open. It feels like it took forever when in reality it only took 30 seconds. I get in and press the button for the second floor. The elevator chimes, indicating I reached my designated floor and the door slowly opens.
I get off the elevator and go to room 201. I reach the room and I take a deep breath as I open the door it makes a loud creaking noise and I enter. There he is, unconscious, and it's all my fault. He looks paler than usual, but that's not surprising since he's in a coma. My breath becomes shakier as I realize his arm is wrapped up much like how mine was when I was in the hospital. Then it hit me, he tried to commit suicide by cutting. Now I know this is my fault. Tears start pouring out of my eyes and I sniffle and sit down in the chair next to the bed. I grab his cold, pale hand and hold it.
Toby's P.O.V.
All I hear are loud monitors beeping, which indicates that I'm still alive and then suddenly I hear a door creak open and I wonder who it is. They don't say anything but then I hear their breaths become really, really, shaky. I can't open my eyes. I want to tell them it'-s okay, but I can't move. I'm trying so desperately to move but I can't. I suddenly realize it's a girl as she sniffles and sits next to the bed and her warm hand grabs mine and just holds it, and there is still silence besides the monitors and the repeated sniffles.
Author's Note
Thank you guys so much for being patient. I'm so sorry, I had school, and then family and friend issues and it just wasn't like ever a good time to update, and when I tried something else would come up. I'm honestly so sorry. I don't know what exactly is going to happen with my boyfriend right now and I needed to get my mind off of it, because I was just staring at my wall with really depressing music blasting in my head phones. So I thought this would help me get my mind off of it. Keep Commenting and Voting. Message me if you have an idea about the book and I might use it! Thank you guys. Love you all.
-Kira
