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Dean Pov
My eyes briefly looked up to see y/n sitting quietly next to me. For the past few days, she's been acting different and it's worrying me. We've been dating for four years so I know her well enough to know something is wrong. She isn't her usual bright self. One of the things that worry me is that she suffers from depression and history with that.
I've been there myself and still get there sometimes. That's why her acting so different worry's me so much. She means the absolute world to me and I'd never let anything happen to her. Her behavior right now seems down and depressed. Her eyes are dull and the sparkle in them died out. She let out a sigh and closed the computer.
"I'm going to bed, Goodnight guys." She smiled a very small sad one. Everyone told her goodnight and she exited the room. Something is up and I'm gonna get to the bottom of this. If she's feeling depressed then I want to be there for her. Once saying goodnight I left to check on her. Quietly and very cautiously I opened the bedroom door.
That's where I found her sitting on the bed as tears stream down her cheeks. My heart broke seeing my girlfriend in so much pain. "Sweetheart," my voice came out quiet and soft. She looked up at me through tear-filled eyes and no words could leave her mouth. All she could do was cry. Not saying another word I went over to her and wrapped her in a tight hug. She cried into my chest and I let her completely fall apart.
When she's ready to speak I'll be there but for now, I'm going to comfort her the best way I can. About five minutes went by and she pulled away to look at me. "I'm sorry," she apologized which confused me. "I don't mean to be such a burden but I-" she began and that's where I cut her off.
"Y/n what are you talking about? You're not a burden. Where are these thoughts coming from?" I asked her confused.
"Dean for the past few weeks I haven't been able to shake this feeling. I've been feeling like a burden on you and it's one of the loneliest feelings in the world. It makes me feel like I have no one." She admitted. It hurts me that she feels so broken and spent weeks going through it alone.
I love her and just want to see her happy. And personally, I know just how much it sucks to go through depression. "Baby you are not alone and far from being a burden. You mean so much to me and I want you to understand that having you here makes me happy. Life gets hard but those are the moments we need to be stronger. But we're family y/n and family is always there for each other, even when it hurts."
She could only give me a small smile before hugging onto me tightly. I hugged her back while placing a gentle kiss on her head. We were wrapped up in each other's arms for what felt like forever until pulling away. I cupped her cheek in my hand and smiled at her. "I love you so much, y/n," I assured her.
"I love you too, Dean." She smiled. It made me happy to see that her eyes were no longer dull and instead they're back to that bright y/e/c (your eye color) color. After a moment she closed the gap between us by placing her lips softly onto mine. I kissed her back, pulling her even closer to me. When pulling away I smiled at her. The girl I've fallen in love with...the girl that has fallen in love with me.
