Y/n Pov
My eyes shot open and I sat up in bed panting. I had a crazy dream about Cas last night and it's only getting worse. I've had a crush on him for months now and it's gotten so bad that I started having some pretty dirty dreams about him. Buts that all they are, dreams. There is no way in hell Cas would ever see me in that way.
We've been friends for such a long time that I probably feel like a sister to him. I so badly would love for us to be something more but, but we can't. A sad sigh escaped my mouth as I ran my fingers through my hair. I got up out of bed and took a long hot shower while thinking about how pathetic my life is.
Afterward, I hopped out and got ready for the hunt we have to leave for today. Once entering the library I set my bag down on the table next to Dean's. He gave me a look of confusion as he looked me over. "You okay?" He asked. I looked at him for a moment and debated telling him. He already knows about my silly crush.
Cas really is the only person who doesn't know. "Yeah, I'm fine." I lied and he cautiously nodded his head. Cas then entered the room and gave me a soft smile. "Everyone ready?" Dean asked and we nodded. Sam and Dean grabbed their bags but before I could get mine Cas got it.
"Let me," he said and I thanked him. Once he walked away I finally let out the breath I didn't know I was holding. The way his hand slightly brushed against mine sent shivers down my back. His hands are so warm and soft. Snapping out of it I left and got into the impala with the boys. Hours had passed and I began getting sleepy.
I didn't get much sleep last night and that's thanks to Netflix. I stayed up late binging my favorite show knowing I had work today. Cas noticed my eyes slowly going closed and wrapped his arm around my shoulders, letting me rest my head on his shoulder. "I love you y/n," he whispered in my ear causing my heart to skip a beat.
"I love you too Cas," I replied. He placed a soft kiss on top of my head and I closed my eyes with a happy smile on my face.
"That's cute," Dean said from the driver's seat. "Are you going to start telling Cas about your dirty little dreams now?" He asked and my eyes widened.
"What? I-" I started but stopped when I looked at Cas and saw the small smirk on his face. This is going to be the most awkward car ride I've ever had.
