Y/n Pov
When I heard the news from Sam that Jack wanted to see me it made me frown. Lately Jack has been acting distant from everyone and it hurt when he shut me out because he's my boyfriend. He can always come to me when he needs it. That's what I'm here for. If he needs a friend, girlfriend, shoulder to cry on, or anything else. I'm always going to be there for him.
I took a deep breath and opened the door to his bedroom. When he saw me walk in there was this look of pain in his eyes that he immediately tried to cover up. It made me feel confused but I ignored it and sat down next to him on his bed and leaned up against the headboard.
"What did you want to talk about?" I asked nervously. He started to say something but kept his mouth closed. Just by the look in his eyes I can tell his heart is aching right now. But what could be so wrong that he's afraid to tell me? "Jack?"
"Sorry. It's just, this isn't easy for me to tell you...I'm leaving." He let out sadly. My eyes widened and I sat up.
"What do you mean leaving? Like on a hunt or something?" I asked worriedly.
"No I'm afraid not. Lucifer is back and he gave me an ultimatum." He sighed.
"Which is?"
He looked at me with tears threatening to spill but he wouldn't let them. "I have to go with him or he kills you and takes me anyway."
When the words left his mouth my heart sank and broke into a million pieces. This can't be happening right now. "Aren't you more powerful than him? We can figure something out and-" I began but he grabbed my hands and cut me off short.
"I'm so sorry y/n but I'm not strong enough this time. I'd rather leave and you hate me than you be dead and still love me." He let out through his watery eyes.
"Please no," I begged as my tears streamed down my cheeks. "Don't leave me. Please don't leave me Jack."
He reached up and wiped the tears on my cheeks before pulling me close and placing a soft kiss on my cheek. "Maybe we'll see each other again some time. And I'll look forward to the day." He tried assuring as if it helped at all.
"No, Jack. I don't want to lose you."
"I don't want to lose you either baby. I made the Winchesters and Castiel promise me to take care of you while I'm gone. I'm so sorry it has to be this way." He choked out.
"I love you." I cried.
"I love you more." He smiled before kissing my lips softly then just like that he was gone. That was the moment I couldn't hold it in much longer and sobbed. Tears streamed down my cheeks rapidly as I prayed for him back. Castiel walked into the room and saw my broken state. He gave me a sad look and sat down next to me before wrapping me tight in his arms.
"I want him back Cas. I need him back." I sobbed and begged.
"It's okay, y/n. We're going to do everything we can to get Jack back." Cas promised.
