I wonder how many people wish they had been through more in life.
I know some people definitely feel like nothing big or important/dramatic has happened to them, but I wonder how many people feel that way, because it seems like most people don't.
For years I've been creating characters in my mind that all go together and are dynamic and unique yet also clique. In my mind they all go through their own important life struggles that show people that they aren't alone. And I have backstories for them and a basic plan of how their lives turn out but I can't connect the dots. I haven't lived enough life or experienced enough things to know how to write a story that makes sense or is interesting. All I have is what I've seen on tv, movies, or books and all of that stuff feels like it either doesn't fit or has already been done.
It would be really cool to write something or make something that people felt related to them and made them feel like they were a part of something. I know if I found a way to make it work with these characters then it would be really special. But all I know how to write about is what I've been through and I haven't been through anything that's worth reading about.
In a way I wish I had been through more in life so I can have stories to tell or memories to look back on but I also am very content with where I am. The thought of becoming a main character type person doesn't appeal to me. It seems like their lives are really problematic and feels like it's ultimately not worth it. But damn I really do wish that I had something to write about.
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Thoughts of a Teenage Mosaic
Ngẫu nhiênA series of random thoughts and feelings from a person who can never tell the difference between when they are being insightful or stupid, rambling or making sense, and being accurate or trapped in their head.
