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- Bashar Jackson 💫 -- Brooklyn, New York -

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- Bashar Jackson 💫 -
- Brooklyn, New York -





Locking the front door behind me, Moose ran to the door and jumped on me making me chuckle as i kneeled and pet him.





"Okay Moose, where yo mama at" i laughed standing back up. "Jay?" i looked into the living room and kitchen but she wasn't in there.





it's only 8:40 there's no way she's sleeping. sekani's supposed to be up right now i think.






"Babe! i'm home!" i yelled up the stairs but got no response making my eyebrows furrow. "what the fuck is she doing"




beginning to walk upstairs, i went into our room and saw janay was out cold on our bed which made me sigh.





"Baby" i nudged her till she finally opened her eyes. "Baby how long you been sleep?"





"Get the fuck from me, Shar" she pushed my hand off. "you know i probably missed my time limit to finish my big test for this semester? which could cost me my whole placement in the nursing program? all because i had to watch sekani and amiri oh AND i had to deal with serenity. all because you never come home" she shook her head. "so please, just leave me the fuck alone. other then these past few hours, i haven't slept since 11:20 LAST NIGHT. what fucking time is it now, pop? huh?"





"jay you can yell at me later but it's almost 9 and sekani isn't up. he's supposed to be getting fed right now, baby" i sighed and she groaned pushing me as she got up.





"that's because i fell the fuck asleep and was out like a light! i haven't slept in so fucking long! do you know how bad that is for me and serenity?! i'm sorry but i needed to get some sleep before i literally fell on the fucking floor. i didn't even mean to fall asleep!"




"i-"




"you can't do shit but rap, can you?! you can't go and feed your son so i can sleep for ONCE? so i can get a fucking break for ONCE?" she mugged me. "go to hell, Bashar. seriously fuck you" she went out of the room making me sigh as i sat on the bed rubbing my face up and down.





i don't understand.. like i'm the only one working and keeping a roof over our damn heads. i know it's hard for her, but this is what i have to do



like-



"shar! Shar come here oh my god please!" she yelled from the other room making me get up and run to sekani's room where i knew she was at. "H-he's not breathing! Shar he's not breathing!" she cried.



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