hange's sister (levi x fem!reader)

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I will start making shorter and more detailed chapters lol 

I woke up with horrible pain in my leg. I remembered the awful memories of the people most dear to me dying.

I want to catch that murderer and make him suffer for the terrible things he has done to my family. He has ruined my life and made it a living hell. 

I stretched my body and walked over to the sink. I looked in the mirror and decided I wouldn't do much to my appearance. 

I walked out of my room and only saw a few people on my way to the mess hall. It was currently 8:30 am and you would have to start training the cadets at 10 am.

In the corner of my eyes, I saw Hange staring at me, but I ignored it. She must know something is wrong with me. 

I walked over to Sasha, Jean, and Connie's table and sat down. I wasn't hungry which surprised everyone. I felt nauseous after last night and it keeps getting worse. I felt my head spinning and my stomach started to hurt. 

After a while of talking, I suddenly felt the urge to vomit. 

Fucking nausea is killing me. I excused myself and went to the bathroom.

I opened the door and walked over to the sink. I looked in the mirror and started tearing up. 'Why today. Why did this memory come back to me today? This awful memory that no one would ever want to live in.'

I wiped away my tears and walked outside only to be met with a familiar gaze. It was Hange. She ran up to me and hugged me tightly.

"H-Hange I can't breathe," I said. "I don't care." She let go of me "Now tell me what's wrong with you today." She sighed. "Nothing is wrong Hange. I don't know what you are talking about." I mumbled trying to look away from her gaze so she couldn't see my puffy eyes.

"I know something is wrong. Did you have that nightmare again?" I knew exactly what she was talking about and I nodded. She gave me another hug and asked if I wanted to talk about it but I refused to and told her maybe later. 

I walked back to the mess hall wiping my tears as fast as I could so no one would notice. I walked towards Sasha's table. She was alone looking down at her plate. "Sup Sasha bae." I joked and she looked up at me with teary eyes.

I stood up and went to sit next to her. I comforted her and she looked me in the eyes. "There are no potatoes left." She mumbled between her sobs.

"Here take mine." I handed her my potatoes and I swear I have never seen her mood change this fast. She hugged me and laughed. This cheered me up a little.

I walked over to my office and sat down at my desk. I grabbed the box with my letters in it and read one from a couple of years ago. The paper was getting old and the ink started to fade but it was still readable. 

LETTER

Dear mom and dad,

I miss you guys. I got promoted to a squad leader today and I thought I'd share it with you. I will get revenge on that horrible person. I still remember eating the amazing food you cooked every day and having a family dinner. We were doing great. Why did that person kill you guys? I will figure it out. I swear on my life I will. 

Sincerely,

Your daughter Y/n

END

'Great question Y/n' I thought to myself. Why would someone do this to such a sweet family? We never did anything wrong, I think. I heard a knock on my door and quickly hid the box in a drawer.