Just breathe

Just breathe Chapter 19

Chapter 19 Macey's Point Of View.

Idiot. Is only one word for my sister , others ; stupid , not intelligent ,irresponsible. I could go on and on but that would waste my time...Which I need right now. After Sarah fell in a ditch , from fallowing me and Jake ...everywhere, we immediately went to the nearest hospital , well because Sarah landed right on her stomach , so , as anyone would be , we were worried about her and the baby.

Now me , Jake and Jeremy are waiting patiently in the hospital ...Well at least me and Jake are.

"I should have stopped her, what was I thinking , " Jeremy was pacing with his crutches back and forth the pale yellow tiles spread across the hospital , I sighed because he has been saying this for the past half an hour. It's not that I am not worried , but with Jeremy talking non stop I just need to get away from him because he is putting ideas in my head about the baby's heath I didn't want , need to think about.

"Shut up Jeremy." Jake told him.

"How can I 'shut up' when my baby might be dead?" When Jeremy said those words , my body froze, I stopped thinking, my heart stopped , it left as if he took a knife andf stabbed my heart.

"Stop saying that!" I said loudly , almost a scream , nurse's from the nurse's station turned to look at us three , they got bored and went back to 'work'. Jeremy stopped pacing and went towards the groups of nurse's , he turned the corner where they all were, since we were at the beginning of the hallway we could hear every word he was saying.

"What do you mean you don't know?" Jeremy protested "Your nurse's aren't you? Then tell me what's wrong with my baby!" You could tell he was frustrated , his face red and his hands turned in to fist of fury. I looked away at the frustrated Jeremy and focused on little things that could distract me. The mustard yellow walls that surrounded the hospital , which were pealing, the wooden borders pasted around the walls only made it look worse. The big windows (which needed cleaning) shed allot of light in here, to make it look not as dark and gloomy it really was. The distracting did not last long because the white wooden door that had Sarah inside , opened.

A young doctor with long blond golden hair , and deep green eyes opened the door and did not face me or Jake, she quickly hurried off to the nurse's station. After watching her turn the corner , I stood up from the soft, very used chair and went towards the room.

It was a small room , a padded table where Sarah was sitting , deep purple walls and white floors with a desk and computer chair, I went towards Sarah whom seem to be frozen , in a state of shock. I took her hands in mine and asked.

"Are you ok?" My voice was quiet but loud enough for her to hear , her blue eyes met mine , but fear was all over her, she nodded and I sighed of relief and placed her in my arms. Clink , clink, clink is the sound Jeremy's crutch's made as he walked . The sound stopped when he was beside us , nothing came from his moth , but he looked relieved. I let go of Sarah , but something was wrong. She looked very sad , almost about to cry.

"What's wrong?" I asked worriedly.

Nothing came from her mouth , she lightly place her hands on her stomach , and cried.

I placed my hands over my mouth in horror , I never knew this would happen.

Jeremy worriedly approached Sarah , he placed one hand on her shoulder , "What wrong with the baby?" he asked in a serious tone, his mouth went straight and his eyes were focused on her stomach.

"I-It's...Gone." She looked up at me , not Jeremy , tears filled my eyes. No, it cant be...it cant be gone or dead, can it?

Jake , now entered the room and was standing behind me. Jeremy let his hand fall from Sarah's shoulder and slowly walked out of the room.Not saying a word. I went to sit beside my sister who could only look at her stomach now , I wrapper my arms around her , holding her close to me as we cried silently.