𝒴💍𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 | Sakuatsu

∆•Chapter~Twelve•∆

Sakusa Kiyoomi POV

I'm not too upset about this whole trapped in a room thing but did I really have to be with the most annoying person? Only thing is I won't be able to cut obviously. I have a razor in my bag but well, Miya's here. I won't be able to cut at Motoya's but there's a bathroom just in case. It is a little frustrating that I can't really. I'm honestly surprised Miya hasn't been bothering me or talking a lot, he's actually been dead quiet for almost 15 minutes now. He's just tugging at his shirt and tapping his feet. Probably bored. I was thinking about Panda and how bad I wan't to text him to distract me. This is pretty boring to be honest. What's that sound? Miya, oh. He was tapping the floor, his knees, his hands together, his phone, everything.

"Can you stop tapping everything?" I said with a glare. Oh my god what if he's anxious?! That's what panda does when he is.. I feel kinda bad now. My glare faded and I just looked at him a minute. Panda. Him and Panda have a lot in common really, sometimes I really think they're the same person but I feel guilty pondering it too much. He started playing with his fingers and I ignored it at first.

I have nothing else to think about. I mean Panda and Miya both call Motoya, Komori-kun but that's pretty common so I shouldn't ponder it. I've also heard Miya call Terushima, Teru in detention, Panda referred to him as Teru as well. He's fidgeting a lot in class and- Oh wait, he's popular for being "perfect." Actually the similarities are uncanny, could it be?

1, 2, 3, 4.

 Four. 

Was he counting on his fingers? I watched his fingers intently.

 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7. 

Seven. 

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8. 

Eight.

 Repeat.

 4, 7, 8? 

478! 

Panda's breathing technique! 

Miya is Panda confirmed. Oh god I wasn't supposed to figure that out. Does that mean Miya isn't perfect? He has anxiety? I feel bad for hating him now...

 I don't hate him, I don't hate him at all I take it all back. I can't hate him.. if he's Panda I-

I could never hate Panda.

 My face was in disbelief when I realized it. He looked up at me just to quirk a brow.

"Ya alright Omi-kun?" I nodded slowly, It made sense. The personality, the attraction. I like Panda I like Panda a lot, something about him makes me want to know him. Miya is attractive, the only person I find attractive. Well if their the same then... oh wow. Do I have feelings for him? I mean I don't know if I should tell him I know his identity, it could scare him. Like a lot. 

Wait, he was counting and tapping.. that means.. he's anxious? What were the ways he calms down...? Tapping, pulling at sweatshirts, breathing. He's done it all. Think Kiyoomi think. How does he cope? 

Oh.

Sexual Activities.

I can't believe I'm fucking thinking about it. I'm a germaphobe for fuck sake Kiyoomi. You cannot seriously be thinking about that. Okay I was definitely thinking about it. 

I slid off my mask and gloves which seemed to catch his attention. He never broke eye contact, he didn't take his eyes off of me. He seemed frozen, a blush rose to his cheeks yet he wouldn't look away. It was almost as if he couldn't, and he was definitely not looking at my eyes.