𝒴💍𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 | Sakuatsu

∆•Chapter~Thirty-eight•∆

Bokuto Koutarou's POV

It was a Wednesday at school when 'Tsum-'Tsum invited me to stay the night. Although, I couldn't help but be confused, why couldn't Tetsurou come?

He said he wanted to talk about something which confused me even more. He wasn't the kind of person to have serious talks, and if he did, he wouldn't mind the whole world knowing. Well besides more family related issues, perhaps that's it?

I'm not quite sure. The school day went by and I got the chance to hang around Akaashi during the day. I do want to date him, I really do. It's getting hard not being able to be with him. Although I can't leave Tetsurou in the dust. I want him to find someone so we can both move on. It doesn't seem fair to leave him on his own after how much he helped me.

By the end of the day, I went out to the parking lot in search of the twin's car. When I spotted the car I was greeted by 'Samu, 'Tsum-'Tsum, and Sakusa. I wasn't surprised to see Sakusa, it seems as though 'Tsum-'Tsum has a hard time separating from him. 

They allowed me to sit in the front beside 'Samu while 'Tsum-'Tsum clung to Sakusa in the back. He looked uneasy about something and I had been rather curious to see if everything was okay. The whole atmosphere in the car set me off.

"Okay, what the fuck is wrong?" I finally spoke up, taking glances at my friends.

"It's not that anything is wrong.. specifically." 'Samu mumbled while we got closer and closer to their house. I stayed quiet until we pulled up to the front gate.

"Should I be scared?" I asked, getting uneasy myself.

"No." Sakusa replied while 'Tsum-'Tsum seemed to hold him tighter the closer we got.

I nodded slowly in response while 'Samu parked in the garage, closing the door behind him. We all got out before walking inside. 'Samu went to the office with his bag for what I assumed was to do homework. 'Tsum-'Tsum clung to Sakusa's shirt and looked up at him with nervous eyes. It wasn't normal for me to see 'Tsum-'Tsum nervous so I started to get scared something was really wrong.

Sakusa slid his mask down before kissing 'Tsum-'Tsum and walking to the office as well. 'Tsum-'Tsum stared at the floor while I walked closer. I walked closer to him and rubbed his back.

"What's up, 'Tsum-'Tsum?" I asked softly, while his gaze never left his feet. He seemed to be breathing rather heavily. Before I knew it, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me upstairs. He sat on his bed while heaving a sigh. I sat beside him and waited for him to talk.

"So.." He started, fiddling with his thumbs. "I kind of have a hard time telling you what I want to tell you."

I nodded slowly before smirking, "This a confession, 'Tsum-'Tsum?"

He smacked the back of my head and let out a light laugh. I wanted to get rid of the award tension. I planned on doing just that. I kicked off my shoes before going under the sheets. I patted the spot beside me while 'Tsum-'Tsum shuffled around. We laid down staring at the ceiling before he tilted his head towards me. I looked his direction to see us only inches apart.

"It's rather unexpected." He said, his words sounding calm.

"We all have secrets."

"Disorders as secrets?"

I flinched at the words. Did he find out?

"Are you asking me or telling me?"

He stayed quiet, just staring at my eyes. He moved closer so our noses and foreheads were touching.

"I'm telling you." He paused, "That's my secret."

"Then yes, we both have a disorder as a secret." I replied, watching the expression on his face change.