Lately, I haven't had any bad dreams haunting my sleep. I'm Reading Wuthering Heights, but I can't seem to focus. Too many thoughts intruding.
I 've spent about 6 months in this (luxurious) hellhole.That is the least of my concerns right now. The bigger issue is Malfoy. Obviously.
Breathing the same air as him is infuriating yet intoxicating. He makes me so angry yet I can't get enough. Having him around makes me feel… happy. It's a feeling I had with Daniel. This is not the same thing. I'm falling for Malfoy, I can't stop it. I've tried pushing away my feelings, It's not working. What the fuck am I supposed to do?
Always, as if on cue, Malfoy arrives home from work. He goes straight to the library.
"Miss me? " He stands across from me as I sit
"Maybe a little" I offer a smile. He's taken aback from my lack of sarcastic attitude.
"Say that again?" His eyebrows furrowed
"No" I refuse
"Princess" He warns
"I missed you a little bit. Happy?" My heart almost jumps out of my chest at his words.
"Very, Happy." His lips trail my neck, giving me wet kisses. I melt in his arms.
His kisses trail up to my jaw. He eventually sits down.
"What's wrong?" I ask
"A long day at work, is all"
"Here" I take his suit jacket off. His brows furrow and I hold back a laugh. I stand behind him softly, gripping his shoulders. I start massaging his shoulder. "Clear your mind, relax"
"Feels nice , Princess, thankyou"
"Why do you call me that?" I ask curious
"Because, you are headstrong and expect nothing less than the best. Plus it seemed to annoy you, so it stuck." He explains his eyes meeting mine or a moment
"Oh, so you think I'm entitled?" I ask raising a brow
"Not exactly." We both struggle to contain our laughter. At the same moment, we both burst into laughter. The laughter fades, we look to eachother. He kisses me. I smile.
"What was that for?" I question
"I wanted to. You're irresistible when you laugh" he shrugs. I cup his cheek , my thumb traces it before I lean in and kiss him. He responds shocked. His tongue slides into my mouth, as I savor the taste of mint. I move to the living room couch, he follows.
"Not that that wasn't bloody amazing, but what was that for?"How do I- Well- I don't. I guess
"I like you. I like kissing you" I blurt out "and everything tells me I shouldn't. But I do, I hate that"
"What are you saying" he asks, wearing a blank expression
"Are you really that thick?! I-I have feelings for you. And I've tried to push it away. Because this isn't some damn fairy tale, and It's wrong. I should hate you for everything you've done. I know I don't mean anything to you-" I try to stay calm, holding my wrist
"Shhh" he silences, kissing me" You mean the whole universe, Princess. Anything you want is yours, all you have to do is ask."
"You. I don't care how it sounds. Draco, I want to be yours, I want to spend time with you, and I always want to feel the way I feel around you. God I need to stop being sappy"
"I wouldn't mind." He grins, closing the gap between us. We kiss passionately. Almost suck eachother faces off . We both breathe raggedly.
"Promise me. Promise me you feel the same way". I can't get hurt. Not again
"Ok, I promise, princess" I narrow my eyes towards him. He purposely grips my hand with the ring on it. I glance at him, he kisses my knuckle.
"You're too charming."
"You love it"
"Maybe" I lean my head on his chest
"Is that really how you feel?" He asks. vulnerability shows through his eyes
"I wouldn't say it If it wasn't true. I wouldn't lie about that." I peer up at hin. I take his hand and rub it, gently. I feel myself being lifted off the leather material. He sets me on his lap.
"Today, my proposal to Marco Gobbetti was rejected"
"Who's that?"
" The CEO of Burberry"
"Burberry? Like the Burberry?"
"Yes. that one."
"Okay… well did you do research, company history, major events…"
"No.That's not my job"
"You should set up a research committee, or something"
"Hmmm. Maybe. On second thought, I don't want to talk about work right now" He presses light kisses at the crook of my neck.
"Okay. Today I read Wuthering Heights, it snowed if that makes any difference. "
"That book is so depressing. You really did miss me, huh?" He teases
"Don't flatter yourself, Mr. Perfect."
"Too late." He pauses thinking "How are you?"
"I'm fine" I lie avoiding his gaze
"Don't lie to me, I know you're hurt. I care, more than you'd know"
"Honestly, I'm upset at Kael. And my father. I'm really trying to understand the whole situation and I can't."
"I'm sorry. If it wasn't for me… " He trails off
"Not all of it. I made my own choices, and I will have to deal with it." He caresses my cheek
"We are going to have ice cream and you, Princess, will have extra cherries" He orders Priscilla.
"Thankyou" I give him a peck on the lips but he draws me in more. I gently put a hand to his chest
"No games. I just want the truth. What do you think we are?"
"This is me, having feelings for you. And you, caring. To be truthful I don't know. It's whatever you want it to be."
"Life doesn't work like that. Things aren't always what you want them to be. There are rules, procedures, and expectations" He rants
"I just meant that I'm not sure how you feel, so I can't just impulsively put a label on anything"
"You're not sure? I told you."
"I can't just decide I want to be with you because I'm falling. It's your feelings and your decision too."
"How the fuck am I suposed to decide. You've given mixed signals one minute you hate me, the next, you're attached to my chest. Make up your mind"
"I just did. If I didn't want to, then I'd say so."
"So you want to Date- " He eyes flicker from my eyes to my lips "like a couple?"
"Yes, Draco "
"Say my name, again."
"Draco" He grins, pressing a sweet, tender kiss to my lips.
"Here you are" Patty clears her throat, handing us our ice cream dishes.
"Thank you, Patty" I thank her, since Malfoy doesn't have the decency to.
"My pleasure, Miss" she smiles politely, rushing away
Malfoy's hands remain fixed on me for a while. I don't protest anymore.
🖤⚡💚⚡🖤⚡💚⚡🖤⚡💚⚡🖤⚡💚
So the end of this chapter was really cute ngl I couldn't hold in my smile while editing.
YOU ARE READING
𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐃✧ /𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲/
Fiksi Penggemar"Come here, Princess" He smirks "I've decided, were going to have some time to bond" In which, Alex Parker is forced to bond with her kidnapper, Draco Malfoy.
