Tw: this whole thing is about self harm (cutting), for the first time. It's really descriptive, so if this is gonna trigger you are make you wanna do something bad, please please please, go away.
Roman hid in his room, sitting against the door. Tears streamed down his face as he muffled his sobs. Another argument with Patton. Fuck, it's all his fault....why can't he ever shut up? Why can't he ever say or do the right thing?
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. All your fault, just shut up, can't you be any nicer? Idiot. Useless useless useless
It hurts so much. Roman scratched his arms hard. He wants to hurt. He needs the pain inside to be released. This is too much, it's too much, make it stop.
Roman scratched his arms hard, digging with his nails, leaving a deeper than normal red mark. He reached into a bag sitting near him and took our a switch blade he kept. He looked at it, hesitantly.
Is he really doing this...? He opened the blade part and stared at it.
He shouldn't...he realized really shouldn't....but god he just wants to hurt, he wants to feel the sting.
He placed the blade to his skin, his heart racing. He sliced. Multiple times. It bled a little, but they weren't dangerously deep. Just enough to hurt. He put the blade away and rolled his sleeve down.
This was a one time thing, right...?
No...it's the start of a an addiction.
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Sanders Sides One-shots
FanfictionThese are for ideas. I will make them into their own books if I get ideas for it. Feel free to leave requests, just look at the rules on page 1. Cover is drawn by me
