Save Me and I'll Save You L.S

Chapter 10

A/N Helloooo, I've been a bit slack on getting this chapter done, I've had it all planned out I just needed to find the time to write it so sorry about that! Anyways chapter 10 :))

2 months later

Louis 

Time had been a whirlwind to Louis, he'd spent his days either studying, in class, in front of his bathroom mirror, or cooped up in bed. He had cut himself off from the world outside of school, people like Niall still text to check up on him but Louis had little interest in hanging out with anyone so eventually the texts faded.

Most of Louis injuries had healed although he still woke up stiff or achy most mornings but he'd grown accustomed to it anyways. He was just thankful that the ugly deep purple bruising had faded away. He only had a small scar on the back of his head from where he'd cracked it on the concrete which didn't really bother him anyways because his hair covered it. So physically Louis was reasonably fine, but his mind was another world. 

After Zayn had practically abandoned Louis it had left a hole in his life. It wasn't like they were best mates or anything but Zayn was all Louis really had, he was someone who made the flat feel less lonely. That night when Louis had returned home from the hospital to an empty flat and a note everything had changed. Sure, Louis had seen Zayn since that night but it was only glimpses and being on the receiving end of sympathetic looks, all Louis wanted was an explanation. Was he too boring? Had Zayn finally had enough of him? Or had he managed to push away the one person who said they'd stay? Louis didn't blame him really, god if Louis was Zayn he wouldn't be friends with himself either. Although their friendship was none existent Zayn still kept an eye out for Louis as he knew that he didn't have a job, so Louis would do the odd run for him. Honestly the job had grown on Louis it payed well and it wasn't all too bad. So maybe it still hurt Louis that him and Zayn weren't as close as they had been previously but people changed and Louis was learning to accept that maybe Zayn wasn't meant to stay apart of his life. 

However one certain green eyed boy was a whole different story. 

Louis hadn't talked to Harry since he'd been thrown out of the apartment, and it wasn't like he had his number or anything, not that he'd do anything with it if he did. But either way him and Harry still had English fucking literature together, and Harry seemed to have turned into the biggest fucking asshole out there. During the class Harry would go out of his way to ignore Louis and make him feel small and unimportant. Like how in yesterday's class Louis had an armful of books he was struggling to hold up and Harry 'accidentally' shoved him causing the books and Louis to go flying. It had been mortifying for Louis as the entire room had gone silent all eyes on him and Harry had just smirked and waltzed off. Not to mention that when Harry wasn't acting as if Louis were invisible he'd have girls dangling off him. Not just one or two he'd bring like four girls to class everyday and each time they were different girls never the same one twice. Louis was starting to think that Harry must have slept with everyone on campus and was starting to branch out to other places flooded with girls. Louis really hated girls, he hated how they travelled in swarms, he nearly hated them as much as avocados and that was really saying something. 

So when Louis wasn't caught up feeling sorry for himself over Zayn or angry over Harry he was studying like his life depended on it, which is actually did. Exam season was only about a month or so away and currently Louis was fucked. He knew he would pass, but in order to maintain his position at the school he had to make the top 5% of grades. Although studying was excruciatingly boring it did occupy a lot of time which Louis was glad for, and so he welcomed it as a distraction from his sad, dull life. 

Harry

Harry's life is great, no its not great its amazing. Well thats what he'd spent the past 2 months trying to convince himself. He had everything a guy could want, sex, alcohol, invites to all the parties, girls, more sex, he had everything so why wasn't it enough?