Save Me and I'll Save You L.S

Chapter 19

A/N Hi! This is a bit wild to me but this book has over 500 reads now like what?? Thats over half way to 1K! Although I'm not overly bothered by having large numbers of reads, but I still kind of get a bit surprised every time I see the number. Alsooo side note, I'm reading this poetry book called 'Home Body' and it is SO good I cannot even explain. 

Harry

Harry had always heard people talking about a specific moment that changes everything, only he had ever seen those life changing moments in movies or books. That was until Louis came crashing into him at the train station. 

The train had been running 15 minutes behind schedule which had put Harry in a sour mood. Between the late train and him already second guessing himself on his decision to go to his father for help, he was barely managing to control his pile of emotions. 

So he had gotten what felt like the fright of his life when a slightly shorter but strong person had slammed directly into him causing him to nearly fallen flat on his back. However, he had righted himself in the last second and on instinct wrapped his arms around the smaller figure. The first thing that Harry noticed was the familiar shade of brown hair, and then he had instantly recognised the sharp blue eyes. 

Although Louis did not look like normal Louis. His hair stuck out in all directions and was soaked with sweat, Harry could feel his frantic heartbeat against his own chest and his blue eyes were terrifyingly wide riddled with fear.  

The mere sight of Louis's state overwhelmed Harry with a whole new range of emotion. Every thought of how broken he was and how he wasn't normal left his head, his only thought was Louis. It caught both of them by surprise as Harry instinctively raised his hand to gently cup Louis's frantic face, Louis melting into the touch before he could correct his action. 

Their blazing eyes only locked for a split second before Harry felt Louis's weight go dead as his knees buckled leaving him limp in Harry's embrace. His heart screamed at him to stay with Louis to forget his father and do whatever it took for Louis. But his mind told him that he was disgusting and he should not want to do anything for Louis, that he should go to his father who would fix everything and make all Harry's lust and want for Louis go away. He knew what he needed to do it was both the right and wrong thing to do, if only Harry knew himself then maybe he'd know how to fix everything on his own, but the world always seemed to be against him. 

Ignoring concerned glances of passing strangers Harry carefully scooped Louis up and walked over to a bench setting him down. Then quickly grabbing his luggage he sat down cradling Louis's limp body. Harry wanted to admire the way Louis's eyelashes brushed his delicate cheekbone with each inhale and exhale, but there was no time for lingering glances. 

Harry pulled out his phone and dialled an ambulance, it was obvious that Louis needed medical attention, Harry hadn't had time to ask what happened before Louis passed out. He described his current awkward situation to the paramedic over the phone and waited quietly praying that they would arrive before anything could happen to Louis. 

It was a painstakingly long 15 minute wait but eventually Harry heard sirens close in near the station he stood up holding Louis and headed towards the high pitched wailing. As he neared the ambulance a paramedic jumped out and swung open the back doors motioning for Harry to climb in and place Louis on the bed inside. 

"Can you give me any information on what happened sir?" She asked in a brisk and professional tone her eyes scanning over Louis. 

"No, I was waiting for my train and he slammed into me and passed out before I could ask him anything." Harry fumbled over his words and raked his hands through his messy curls.