Save Me and I'll Save You L.S

Chapter 7

A/N Hey hey hey!! It's taken me a hot minute to start writing this, I've been a bit distracted reading other Larry fics, which makes me feel insecure about this one when I see how good they all are. But anyways I'll keep chugging along with this, I hope you enjoy!

Harry

Louis Louis Louis was all that was occupying Harry's mind that name which suited him so dam perfectly. Harry's breath hitched as he remembered how seamlessly Louis's body had fitted into his at the party. He could still smell that intoxicating scent of his hair, and Harry could still feel how Louis hadn't tried to pull away from him when Harry had grabbed his smaller body. It had taken all of Harry's strength at the party not to kiss him then and there, he wanted Louis and he wanted him badly. He wanted to feel his lips, he wanted to explore every inch of Louis's small curvy body with own lips, and he wanted to feel Louis in every way possible. Fuck. Harry had let his thoughts wander a bit too far as he noticed a bulge forming in his own pants. Sighing heavily Harry went and showered letting his thoughts once again wonder to Louis. 

After he'd cleaned himself up Harry felt so ashamed. Louis was a boy he couldn't like boys, but he did, he really fucking liked boys. Particularly small shy ones with piercing blue eyes. Harry was so tired of trying to convince himself to like girls because no matter how many he slept with the only way he could actually get hard enough to fuck them was to imagine a guy instead, which had more lately been Louis. Maybe Harry didn't hate Louis but he couldn't like him either, Louis would never be attracted to Harry and Harry could never trust himself to like Louis as only a friend. 

Harry had been so lost in thought that he almost missed the buzzing of his phone, without bothering to check the caller he answered.

"Harry, hey honey." 

"M-mum?" It came out as more of a question rather than what Harry had intended it to sound like.

"Oh sweetie, it's been so long."

"What do you want?" Harry said bitterly remembering that she only ever called when she needed something. 

"I just wanted to see how your classes are going baby" She sounded taken aback and Harry felt a twinge of guilt.

"They are ok I guess I really need to start going actually." He said cringing at the thought of how much work he needed to catch up on.

"Ok thats good I'm so proud of you sweetie, you know that don't you?" She sounded so distant almost as if she was lost inside her own head. 

"Yeah yeah I know mum" Harry said a sad smile crawling onto his lips, he felt tears threatening to fall but he was quick to blink them away and clear his throat.

"I was wondering if you could do me a favour baby?" Oh god. She hasn't changed one fucking bit Harry was mad at himself for thinking that this time would be different.

"mmmmm" He replied trying to control his anger.

"Do you think you could send me some money? Not much and I'll pay it all back to you sweetie its just gotten a bit tight for me, I love you so much Harry."

That was enough for Harry to snap. "MUM NO I WILL NOT GIVE YOU ONE FUCKING CENT. I WILL NOT CONTRIBUTE TO YOUR FUCKING ADDICTION ANYMORE, IT WILL KILL YOU IF YOU KEEP GOING ON LIKE THIS." Harry practically screamed into his phone he was so mad tears were streaming down his cheeks. 

"B..but baby I thought you loved me? Why are you acting like this? You know its out of my control but I'm getting better this is the last time I promise." She pleaded.

"No Mum I love who you used to be." Harry sighed all the anger in his body having evaporated, before he quickly hung up not giving her a chance to respond.