Sein Engel | Bucky Barnes ✔️

3. Forgiven?

A D E L A I D E

Me and Peter walked into my old room well not really old as it's still mine so like going to my room, we both made our way over to the bed sitting in silence for a long period of time before I broke the silence.

"So? What did you want to talk about?" I muttered, scratching my neck in awkwardness.

"I'm sorry" he whispered down at his hands as he thimbles with them as a old habit. 

"For what?" I questioned, acting confused even thought I know damn well what he means by it but that still won't make up what he had done to me.

"You know what" he says looking from the floor to looking up into my eyes. Those brown eyes piercing into mine like it did two years ago when I last landed my eyes on them.

"You and MJ still together?" I said mumbling under breath but loud enough for Peter to hear.

He took a few seconds to answer but nodded to my question. "Yes we are" he smiled timidly.

"I'm happy for you" I said seriously.

Peter looked at me in a serious way like 'are you kidding' kind of way. "Trust me I am, it was a long time ago plus I'm over it, I hardly remember it"

That's a lie. I remember everything.

He looked away from my eyes to the window looking out into the city. You can tell he is in deep thought.

P E T E R     P A R K E R

{ from y/n asking Peter if he and MJ are dating }

"You and MJ still together?"

That is what I was dreading all day to tell Adelaide that I'm still dating her ex best friend and it may hurt her feelings but the truth is. Yeah, I am still dating MJ but when I'm around her I'm happy but I always find a way to get my mind thinking back to Adelaide. Whether it's a place we went or things we talked about. I always find a way back to her.

"Yes we are" I blurted out quickly.

Adelaide looked at me for a bit before putting on a fake smile well it looks like a fake smile, while putting a strand of her brown hair behind her ear like she always does when she is nervous or shy.

"I'm happy for you"

She's happy? Is she actually over what I did back in London two years ago? I looked at her in a confused way before putting it off so she doesn't notice but she did.

"Trust me I am, it was a long time ago Peter, we both knew that friends since birth was going to ruin what we had..." she sighed looking away, "y'know I'm happy that we're not dating anymore, it was just a phase we were both going through the normal teenager hormonal stage and we both literally got together after drinking" she shook her head looking over at me. "I'm over it Peter, can't we just go back to what we were before we did...that"

Does she hear what she is saying she's over it, while me sitting here. I'm not over it. What I put her through, she shouldn't even be talking to me.

Her face when she saw me and MJ together kissing in the library the last place were I thought addy would be that day, she was supposed to be in class but that's not an accuse. I was stupid.

I got up from the bed walking over to the window looking out over the city getting lost in my thoughts.

I hate it. I hate when she is in pain. I hate seeing her sad. I hate that I promise that we would never put our friendship on the line for other people. I hate that I was the one that broke it.

"I'm not" I mumbled minutes later.

"What?" She asked confused, snapping her head back to look at me as I watch her through the reflection of the window

I turned round facing the first loved looking down at her with her arms folded across her chest confused.

"What I did to you"

"Peter-" she starts talking before I cut her off.

"No Adelaide what I did to you was wrong and it shouldn't have never happened. I should've told you I had feelings for MJ but I didn't and it ruined our relationship" I said in a high voice hoping no one had heard that.

"Peter, yes I may had been mad at the time about finding out about my best friend and you my best friend for life who grew into my boyfriend but I realised that there would be downfalls in our relationship, we both risked it but we can always start from the beginning and work things out and work ourselves up from there if you like?" She questioned raising a brow as I look her with hope in my eyes and in my tone.

I knew what my answer would be to this as I've dreamt of these to hear her saying it.

"Yes I would like that"