Sein Engel | Bucky Barnes ✔️

42. Retrouvaille

She remembered who she was and the game changed

A D E L A I D E

You know that feeling inside when you win the lottery and your really exited about it and want to jump around and brag about how much money you have well that's what I feel like right now staring into the one of the few people who hasn't left my side ever. My father.

"Adelaide?" Tony called out to me as he shifts his eyes to the bear in one hand the gun in the other as he meets my eyes again with some what...joy in his eyes. He hesitates to walk over as he made his way over to me as I step back a bit with a flinch.

He looked at me with hurt flash before his eyes turned sorrow as I take a deep breath and dropped the stuff that was in my hands and ran into my fathers arm as I embrace him as I chuckle as he swings me around in a circle.

He stops and just holds me tight as I bury my head into his neck as I feel tears going down my cheeks as I feel myself getting worked up.

"I'm sorry dad... I...I'm s...sorry " I chocked out as I feel the tears rolling down my face as I hold him tighter as I feel wetness on my left shoulder noticing that he is crying too.

"Champ it isn't your fault. None of it is you know that right. You weren't in your perfect mind set but honey you will get through this. You will be back to your normal self in no time." He whispers as I take in his words.

Is he right will I be normal again or will i die from the grief and guilt from the lives I've took over the month, watching there once light up eyes getting dimmer each second as I stare at the blood smeared on my hands. Their blood.

"I'll never be that me again"

Part of me knows it's true that I won't actually be me again not from all what I have caused and I don't blame the family I grew up to hate for what I have caused.

The other part of me believes that I will get through this with some mature help from my family and even Bucky. He can relate from what I went through and I hope that he isn't anger at me for the pain I caused him the times we both talked together.

"I don't know what normal feels like anymore" I mumbled aloud but mostly to myself but my dad heard and pulled away with a kiss on my forehead as I put on a slight smile.

"I'll be with you through it all champ as well as everyone else especially some 103 year old with long black jet hair even though I want to see a ponytail in his head but I'll get what I get" I giggle as he smiles slightly. "But anyways we're all here when you need to talk" I nod as I pull him in for another hug when I hear a voice behind my dad.

"Tony have you found her we can't be ab-." The familiar raspy voice that I know so well standing in my direction as he shifts his eyes to my dads back turned from him to me in my dads arms looking at Bucky straight into his ocean orb eyes.

"Engel" he whispers as I pull away from my dad with a smile as he nods and walks away for us to have some alone time.

Don't have an dirty mind readers were just going to chat that's it....

"Bubba" I cheered as I ran to him with my new super speed jumping up in his arms as I wrap my legs around his torso and my hands around his neck with his arms around my waist holding me tight like he never wants to let go.