Broken inside

Chapter 14

After the suffocation of the everyone settled onto the couch watching Brooklyn 99. I knew I should probably apologise but I couldnt I clearly upset him for some odd reason but I would have to give it time. All I could think of was was the sadness painted on his face. "So y/n how is your current combat skills?"Natasha asked me breaking me out of my trance.
"Why dont we see."Steve said a smirk pulling on his face. I frowned thinking if this was a good idea but eventually agreed.

We all stood in what I gathered was the training room."I dont understand why we are here...I kicked all of your asses the other day." I complained.
"That wasnt you though Lady Y/n that was my brother."Thor said disappointedly looking down. I could tell that however much he pretended not to he cared deeply for his twat of a brother. "Fine"I sighed "who is first."
Steve stepped forward a cocky smile plastered on his face.

He swung a punch at me but I dodged arching my back into a back handspring kicking him in the process. Once I regained my footing I thew a punch in return which he caught pulling my fist to the side of him leaving him open to an elbow in the face. I could tell he underestimated me. Big mistake. I elbowed him in the nose and he stumbled back. A trickle of blood ran under his nose. I smirked and finished him off with a round house kick to the face. He flew to the floor. Once he could process what happened he threw his hands up and retreated backwards. I looked up at everyone else who just stared in amusement. "Whose next?"I asked honestly.

Natasha stood forward. I knew she would definitely be a more difficult opponent but i love a challenge. I threw the first punch which she caught and threw me behind her. She attempted to kick me but I retreated back. I had a plan. I needed to get to the floor and make her think she would win. I threw another punch knowing she would catch it. Which she did and threw me to the floor. Perfect. I had a grin on my face which I knew everone except Nat saw. I wrapped my legs around her and threw her to the floor. I then proceeded to stand up and place my foot on her chest. She held her hands up in defeat. A blush creeped up her face. She surrendered. She never did that so she was extremely embarrassed. "Its okay Nat I lost too."Steve antagonised.
"Shut it."she hissed. She flashed me a small smile before returning to her stone cold stare. "Are we done."I asked far from tired.

I then saw Bucky emerge from the crowd. "My turn."he almost growled. He was pissed I could tell. My face fell from my smile. He was someone I knew I couldnt defeat. He stepped towards me throwing a strong punch which I caught and threw him on his side. Once on the floor he pushed his legs up and kicked me in the stomach. I took a few steps back writhing in pain. That had always been sensitive since my little 'operation'. That was it I could tell he knew it was painful. I felt myself overcome with rage. I swung for his face. Which I successfully hit. But I was off guard he kicked me in the back of the legs forcing me to collapse to the floor. To be fair i deserved it i was horrible to Bucky earlier so i let him hurt me. The pain felt good. He pinned me down by the arms and legs. He knew he won. "I'm sorry." I wheeze the air was knocked out of me. "I know."he said whilst crawling off of me. They all came out of the viewing room and hauled me too my feet. My mind however was elsewhere. Bucky.