Broken inside

Chapter 25

Before the 'party' finished I left signalling Bucky to come in about 10 minutes. I waited for Bucky around the corner. Once I saw him walk inside I grabbed him by the collar and pulled him around the corner. His soaked body pressed along mine. I pressed my lips onto his initiating a passionate kiss which he melted into. The kiss became hungrier as our mouths synced.  I snaked my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his torso pulling him closer to me. To be honest I had never 'done it' before but I felt like now is the time. I only hoped he felt the same. I am pretty sure he did because his hands travelled down to my ass to support me. "Let's go somewhere a little more private." Bucky said tearing his lips from mine for a brief second. My god his lips were swollen but they met mine again right after he said that.

He fumbled to the room while I was still wrapped around him and my lips were still flowing with his. We then found his bedroom door which he kicked open. I grunted as he pushed me up against the wall. "Are you sure you wanna do this doll."he said breathlessly. "More than anything."I replied wanting more. He smirked rejoining our lips letting his hands wonder cupping my boob. Holy fuck this man turned me on. His hands then traced my body slowly stopping at my bikini bottoms. He looked back up to me for permission which I responded with a nod. Well let's leave the rest to your imagination. What I'm not gonna tell you about my sex life you filthy perv.

Me and Bucky lay in bed. My heavy head rested on his chest while his flesh arm curled around my small body. We both just looked at eachother admiring eachother. I was looking into his eyes. They were like the calming ocean after a storm. I felt like what ever danger I was in would disappear when i looked into his azure eyes. I could hear his strong heart beat after all that 'excersize' *wink* *wink*. "I'm goin' away tomorrow...Wakanda I'm gettin' my Winter soldier trigger words written out...do ya wanna come."he asked innocently. My heart dropped. I didnt want to leave him and he didnt want to leave me. "I gotta stay here Buck I would love to come but I have to work on my little father daughter relationship." I said sadly back at him...I felt kind of bad. "I'm sorry I really want too and I wish you wouldnt leave but you need to do it."I carried on. Bucky looked at me with a genuine smile. "Dont worry doll I will be back in no time."he said comfortingly.  "Dont forget about me." I teased.

"How could I I love you."he said absentmindedly. I think he thought about what he said because his cheeks reddened. He just said he fucking loved me. Keep it together y/n. "I love you too." I reassured him. He let out an audible sigh. "Yeah?" He asked I could tell he hadn't done this in a while. "Yeah always and forever."

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I pried my eyes open from my slumber to see I was in Buckys room. Oh yyeee we fucked. I looked down to see a weight draped across my stomach. It was his metal arm. I looked up to his peaceful face. He is so pretty. I gave him a soft kiss on his nose which awoke him. His beautiful eyes fluttered open to reveal his calming orbs. He pulled me in closer to him pulling me into a loving hug. "Your gonna miss me that much huh." I joked. "Course I'm gonna miss you." His sexy morning voice spoke. Oh my god I sound like a giddy teen. "Come on let's get up."I say wiggling out of his grasp. "Noo come back I want cuddles." He complained.
"Nope your leaving me so you can have your cuddles when you come back." I got out of the sheets realising I was naked. I smirk played on Buckys face. "Oh shut up." I said to his smirk. He held his hands up in false surrender as I grabbed a shirt of his and threw it over my body. His shirt just ending at the bottom of my knees."come on."I urged.

Once we reached the kitchen we were greeted by a smiring Nat and Steve. "Well you two had fun last night."Nat smiled. My cheeks reddened in embarrassment. I didnt know what to say. "Romanoff leave em alone."Steve smirked noticing my embarrassment. "What was it again 'oh Buck yeah keep going' ugh gross." Clint mocked. He is such a cocky asshole. I turned to Bucky and buried my head in Buckys chest. "Get the lady her breakfast." Bucky laughed at my embarrassment. Once the air cleared of all mockery my mind returned to one subject. Bucky was leaving later. I felt really shitty that I wasnt going with him. My face fell in sadness. I was broken out of my trance by a bowl of porridge being slid to me. "Thanks."I mumble Bucky probably didnt like me for that. What am I talking about he loves me. I sluggishly ate my porridge. That's when my dad walked in. "Buck the quinnjets her-- are you wearing Buckys shirt." My dad asked me. My eyes grew wide shit what do I say.

"The quinjets here well we must go then shall we."I averted the subject. My dads eyes squinted at me in suspicion. "This way." He directed. We all walked to the elevator and stood in awkward silence. Then I realised my dad doesnt know Ukrainian.

"це було незручно." I say to Bucky
(That was awkward)

"так, я знаю." Bucky replied.
(Yeah I know)

"No no I dont like this speak English." My dad complained causing me to giggle.

"що я йому кажу?" I asked.
(What do I tell him)

"скажи йому, що моя сорочка була у твоїй пральні, і ти одягнув її, не помічаючи"he replied
(Tell him that my shirt was in your laundry and you put it on without noticing) that's pretty smart. I smirked.

"Stop that now."Tony demanded...."we are here now anyway." I looked and saw that we were in this jet holding place it was pretty cool I guess. We stepped out of the elevator to see a dark skinned woman with a bald head and beautiful gold rings around her neck. She wore this incredible tribal outfit with a spear. "Hello Okoye thankyou for comin all this way." Dad said.
"No problem sir."she said with a heavy accent I'm presuming is Wakandan. "Go on Buck."dad encouraged. Bucky began to walk but quickly said "always and forever."
To which I responded. "Always and forever."
"Ugh barf."dad said grinning. So was Okoye. "Nice to meet you."I said whilst curtly nodding. "As of you."she replied. And with that they left. I turned to face dad with a frown. "Aw come on kid I got something to cheer you up."