It's fanfics abt my friends

Ollie x Jia (heavy angst)

like actual TW for anxiety attack mention 

Ollie was existing in his room one day when he got bored and decided to go over to his best friend, Jia's house

ollie walked over to the house and broke the windows to get inside. There he found Jia, existing as well.

"Jia! I love you!!!" Ollie spoke with great confidence his best friend would say it back and return his (very platonic) feelings.

however when Jia opened his mouth, the next words spoken absolutely shattered his heart.

"No." Jia spoke in a monotonous tone. Although it's hard to convey tone in a one syllable word.

Ollie cried. His best friend... his favorite person... one of the only friends he's ever made on his own didn't share his feelings. 

Jia showed no further reaction. His eyes void of emotion. His face (while beautiful, no homo) as indifferent as ever.

Perhaps you expected this. The fact Ollie is very annoying overpowered any platonic love Jia could have felt for him. 

or so you might think.

Jia stood up, begrudgingly and put his hand up, Ollie mirroring him, and their hands touched. Not a high five or anything like that. Just a touch of hands and all of Ollie's memories of their friendship came flashing before his eyes.

The most predominant one being Jia and Ollie's text conversations. Ollie was having an anxiety attack and Jia calmed him down. Jia told him he was worth it. That dying wasn't an option. That Jia cared about him.

And suddenly,,, Ollie felt safe. He felt at home with Jia because Ollie knows the truth.

Jia loves him. In his own way.

Happy Birthday Jia