Worth the Risk (a Matthew Gray Gubler fanfic)

Chapter Three

After my class, I speed walk down the hallway to my dorm. Hoping that Ashlyn is there so I can tell her about my minimal accomplishment. Still an accomplishment though.

I quickly unlock the door, slam it shut, and make sure it is locked before I yell for Ashlyn. No answer. Damn it.

Stuck in my dorm room alone, my mind starts to wander. I know I should be doing homework, but I can't think at a time like this.

Is Dr. Gray interested in me? No. He only just met you, stupid ass. Could he be interested in you? Maybe. I mean if he likes girls who are almost plus size, but not quite there. I stand tall at 5'2", 160 pounds, I wear a size large in most tops, size 12 in most pants, 34 C bra size. I have always been self conscious but all of the guys I have ever been with haven't minded, they said I was beautiful. Except the last one... piece of shit. Told me I needed to lose a good 30 pounds just for him to love me. Although he didn't mind taking my virginity. And continued to fuck me the whole time we dated. Never even gave me an orgasm.

I've had a couple of casual hookups since him. They weren't great either, but they were definitely bigger than him though. Which doesn't say much. I wonder if Dr. Gray... NO HALEY STOP! You don't even know the man! And he's probably like 27 which is too old for you! He's probably had a lot of sex. What I would give to be one of those women. God. I have to stop this. I'm blushing.

I suddenly hear the door unlock. A somber faced Ashlyn walks through the door.

I look at her confused, and ask, "what's wrong, Ash?"

She looks up, tears brimming at her eyes, "Michael just broke up with me..."

"THAT FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT! I swore to him that if he ever hurt you, I would kick him so hard in the nuts that his balls would come out of his nose and his dick would come out of his mouth!"

"No, Haley, I don't need that stress anymore. I thought I loved him. But, he only used me."

My face scrunched in anger.

"What did he say to you?"

Knowing what she is about to say will piss me off even more, she hesitated, "He said, and I quote, 'I'm not having fun with you anymore. You were just a piece of ass to begin with.'"

"OH HELL NO! I WON'T STAND FOR THAT!"

"Then, I looked him dead in the eye and said, 'That's fine, you have a small dick anyway.'"

I smirked, "I taught you well. Now, let's sit and watch some movies. It will help you feel better. I will order some Chinese food."

•••••••••••••

It's Saturday!

Which means I'm working the morning shift at Benny's.

Breakfast is starting to wind down. After I greet a table that just walked in, an older lady and her husband, I hear a voice behind me.

"Oh hello, Haley."

I turn around, not knowing who it is, but recognizing the voice.

Oh. My. God. He remembered my name.

"Dr. Gray. It's good to see you."

"It's nice to see you too. This is my first time here."

I smile, "Really? Well I hope you enjoy your dining experience."

"I'm sure I will. It's nice to see a friendly face around." He smiled.

God I love that smile.

Not knowing how to reply, I ask, "So, what can I get you today? May I recommend the blueberry pancakes?"

"Just a coffee please. Black."

"Coming right up."

I go to back of the restaurant, where the kitchen is, and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. He remembered me! Granted, I am probably the only student who introduced themselves to him, but still.

I quickly make his coffee, and return to his table.

"Here you go Dr. Gray. If you need anything or want anything, don't hesitate to ask me."

He almost smirked, "Oh, I will."

I shyly smiled and turned around to help my other tables.

He only asked for one refill on his coffee. I could've sworn I saw him look down my blouse when I was pouring the coffee. But, let him look. He can have it if he wants it.

My mind is rolling with all of these dirty thoughts these days. I better stop before I do something I shouldn't.

I finished with my last table of my shift, and I noticed Dr. Gray had just left. There is something laying on the table. He had already paid his bill ages ago. So, I walk to the table.

There is a note:

Thank you for being so nice to me, Haley. I will see you in class Tuesday.
- Dr. Gray

Under the note lays a $20 bill.

Wow. I guess I made an impression. He certainly made one on me.