Worth the Risk (a Matthew Gray Gubler fanfic)

Chapter Nine

He stands there, hands in his pockets.

"Hey, Haley. Can I come in? You know, before I get caught?"

I nod and move so he can come in. What the actual fuck is going on?

"Matthew, how the fuck did you find my dorm room? And why the fuck are you here?" I know it sounds rude, but we had an agreement.

He hesitates before he says, "I have a friend who is good with computers and they hacked into the school's system for me. I know that sounds crazy, but I had to see you. Plus, I didn't have your phone number."

"So, what I'm hearing is, you called your friend to break the law. Only to sneak into your student's dorm room to talk to her. It couldn't wait until Tuesday?"

He starts to laugh a little. I'm so confused at this point.

"It's not really a conversation I would prefer to have in a classroom setting."

I stare at him, baffled. "Umm okay. What is it then?"

He clears his throat before he continues.

"I would first like to say that I remember everything that happened earlier this week, and we had an amazing time. So, I would like to propose an offer. This might sound strange but, would you be opposed to starting an intimate relationship? I take care of your needs and you, mine?"

Alright. This must be some kind of sick joke.

"So like a booty call?"

He smiles, "No. Like a partnership, but only for sex... And now that I think about it, that definitely sounds like a nice way to say booty call. Anyway, I know it sounds crazy but the other night you seemed like you were craving intimacy. Something you never have gotten from any partner before. I want to help you experience that."

I mean, this sounds like a great offer to me. I'm a girl with needs, he's a man with needs. It could be fun. And kind of sexy, sneaking around and such.

"I don't know, Matthew. Do you think that is such a good idea? It sounds so crazy."

"Yes I know. And it is crazy. But, it would be fun."

I think for a moment. Part of me says no, but most of me says yes. He IS experienced so...

"There must be some conditions. We have to be super careful. We need to meet up at your apartment unless my roommate is not here. In which case, we should still be cautious, we don't need any other students noticing you. We can adjust rules as we continue. And one major rule... no falling for one another. Got it?"

Matthew smirks, "Yes I got it."

"So... first appointment now?"

"Oh yes, absolutely." He grabs me by the face and kisses me forcefully.

He lifts me up from the ground, his hands under my thighs and my legs around his waist. Matthew pushes me up against the wall, not hard enough to hurt me. He works his way down my neck, with his mouth and he whispers against my skin, "I have been wanting to do this all week."

I shiver and I tangle my fingers in his hair.

We make our way to my little room, where he puts me down. He starts to undress me, taking off my T-shirt and my leggings for me. I didn't have on a bra this time, either. That tends to happen to me. I reach for the hem of his shirt and pull it over his head. He reaches down and grabs me by my butt, and pulls me toward him.