Worth the Risk (a Matthew Gray Gubler fanfic)

Chapter Sixteen

It amazes me how this man can go from a sweet, innocent man. To a forceful and dominant man. I'm intrigued by the way he just flips the switch.

It's so sexy.

Matthew throws me onto his bed and climbs on top of me. He starts to kiss me slowly. Grabbing my arms, he lifts them above my head and intertwines his finger with mine, to keep me from moving. I wrap my legs around his waist and he starts to slightly grind his hips into mine.

I moan into his mouth as a tingle shoots through my body. He drags his hands down my arms, down my sides, and they settle on my hips.

He breaks this kiss and mumbles, "Stand up for me, baby."

I do as I am told. Gently helping me get up from the bed, he turns me around and starts to unzip my dress. I pull the arms out of the sleeves and he helps me pull it over my head. When I turn around, his eyes take in the sight in front of him.

"You are absolutely stunning."

To hear something like this from a man like him, is an unbelievable feeling. Since I have always been so self conscious about my normal to plus-size body type, my heart starts to swell. The only thing I can think to do is to grab him and kiss him. I will thank him in a better way, later.

For now, I start to unbutton his shirt. He watches while my small fingers pick at the buttons. After I pull his shirt from his arms, I move to unbutton his pants. When I get them off, I drop to my knees in front of him. He stops me and grabs underneath my arms, pulling me from the ground.

He says, "You're so eager, baby. Not yet thought. I want to take care of you. Lay down."

So, I lay down on the bed and he disappears for a moment. Matthew returns with a small box in hand.

"I got you this as a gift. It wasn't for your birthday originally, but I guess it is now."

I smile, "Do you want me to open this now?"

"Yes. Now." He says sternly.

I look at him confused, but I open the box. Inside is something I have never seen before. I look at the package...

A vibrator?!

Confusion continues to stay on my face. Matthew clarifies the gift, "I got it for our sessions. But you can also take it home to try it for yourself."

My eyes widen.

"Baby, it's okay. Here, let me show you how to use it."

He grabs the box from my hand, and sets it on the floor. Before I know it, my panties are thrown across the room, along with my bra. He tells me to move up to sit against the headboard, and he lays beside me.

I'm starting to feel a little nervous because I have never done this before. I think Matthew can sense my apprehension because he says, "Don't worry, I will be gentle. Remember, Cherry is the safe word, okay?"

"Okay."

Matthew grabs my face and kisses me. He wraps his hand around my thigh, and pulls them apart. When he turns the little thing on, it kind of scares me. But, he grabs my hand and touches it to my hand, so I can see how it will feel.

Dragging the toy down my body, he finally makes it to my sensitive spot.

When the vibration hits my clit, I let out a deep moan. He laughs, "I knew you would love it."

I nod and enjoy the pleasure. He starts to move it in slow, circular motions. Once he realizes that I have gotten used to the feeling, he moves to sit between my legs. With his free hand, he pushes two fingers inside of me. I was eager for something, anything to fill me up. He slowly pumps his fingers in and out of my pussy. I am in heaven here.