CURSED : The Blue Eyed Maiden [ BTS FF ]

Chapter 37

Jungkook's POV

What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel so trapped ? AM I DUMB? Why I keep walking around the same place? This forest is like a big puzzle and my brain hurts , I can't find a way to get out of here. My body hurts , I feel so nauseous. But I am lost , I have been walking for few hours now. How come the Sercaria forest so huge-?

My wounds , it's starting to open. If I keep moving , it'll start bleeding soon. Is there no way to get out of here ? Yoona-ssi said if I keep walking towards east I'll end up towards the Mesmeria and Sercaria border but this doesn't looks like a border. No guards , only trees. Was she sure? Ugh....it hurts so much.

No wonder hyungs couldn't find me. What shall I do? Yell for them ? Maybe that'll work? I swallowed the lump in my throat and took a deep breath before screaming my lungs out. " HYUNGGGGG!!!!! HYUNNNNNNNNNNGGGG" I can't even call for them properly , I feel so weak.

I sighed dragging my feet slowly through the grasses , eyeing everything carefully while gripping on the dagger , Yoona-ssi gave me.  I don't know but I had a feeling that I went through this place a while ago. It was like I was walking in a circle. This was giving me headaches. Running fingers through my hair I heaved another sigh , looking up at the beautiful blue sky , I wondered what was mother doing? How did she felt after reading the letter? Was I too reckless to leave my kingdom just for someone whom I dreamt about? Was there anyone really called blue eyed maiden or was it a myth?

I had no idea. It's all my fault , running away like this just to find my love anc putting my loved ones in risk. So immature , Jeon Jungkook. You were so immature for acting like this. It's all my fault , if I never stepped out that night---