Owen and Knox

25. I want you and only you

Knox POV

When I woke up, I expected a small body to be cuddled up to my side or laid on my chest. But I was met with emptiness. I moved my arm around the bed to see if Owen was somewhere on this big bed of mine, but he wasn't.

I opened my eyes met with an empty room, just me myself and I. Usually Owen would wait for me to wake up before going elsewhere. Maybe he's with me mum in the living room or kitchen. So me being me, I got up, put some joggers on and left my room.

Only to find my mum asleep in her room with the living room and kitchen empty. I ran back to my room, grabbing my phone from my bed side table and quickly looking for Owen's contact. When I found it, I pressed the ring button and I put the phone to my ear.

Only it went straight to voicemail which had me worried. Even when he's sleeping he answers me. Calm yourself Knox, he's probably at home asleep or reading. With my heartbeat slowing a little, I changed the contact and rang Tristan.

"Hello?" Came his croaky voice.

"Hey tris, you alright? Sound like you've been crying." I frowned a little.

"Yeah." He whispered.

"Wanna talk about it?" I asked him, concerned as to why he was crying.

"Nah, got Owen with me." He replied.

"Alright. Has he got his phone with him? I tried calling but he didn't answer." I stated.

"It's in his room and we're in my room. He was sleeping though. Wanna talk to him?"

"Yeah please. But you sure you're alright?" I asked once more.

"Yeah, thanks though." Tristan mumbled back. I heard the phone shuffling then Owen's cute little voice.

"H-hey Knox." He whispered.

"Hey. You left without saying anything." I told him.

"I-I know. I j-just needed some space. Just to t-think for a while." He replied.

"Do you regret it?" I asked.

"I-I don't know." Owen whispered with a sigh. "Y-you h-have Gina. You're h-happy. I don't w-want to ruin that."

"You're not ruining anything, you hear me? I want you Owen, only you."

"Knox-," he started.

"Don't. I don't care about Gina or any of the others. If it means sitting in the library with you, I'll do it. Sitting with tris and his friends, I'll do it. Owen I will do anything you want me to do, just, just don't tell me you don't want me." I ended in a whisper.

"I do w-want y-you Knox. B-but I won't l-let you get b-bullied because of m-me." He said sternly, yet his stutter made it that little less intimidating.

"I know." I smiled. "I know you won't but that's ok. I don't care about any of it. We can keep it a secret until the end of the year, we leave in March anyway so it's not that long. Please Owen, I beg you to give us a chance."

"Ok." He said but I could hear the smile from the way he spoke. "W-we can try."

"God you make it sound like we're having a baby." I laughed making him laugh as well. The thing that keeps me going, his laugh.

"I-if it w-works out y-you never know I-in the future." Owen giggled.

"Stop being all sappy. Go to your room if you want to have phone sex not with my phone." I heard Tristan shout but I could hear the smile as well.

The phone hung up, but less than a minute later Owen's name came up. I answered with a chuckle which made Owen tell me to shut up.

"So what's wrong with Tristan?" I asked him.

"He slept w-with s-some girl. H-he's scared to t-tell L-Lola he cheated on her. He said h-he wanted to b-be experienced f-for her, b-but n-now he's guilty." Owen told me.

"I take it he's scared she'll leave him if she finds out." I said.

"Yeah."

"I was inexperienced but then this amazing person showed me how." I smirked.

"M-must really l-like them then i-if you did that." He giggled.

"Yeah i do. If i had it my way I'd marry him one day." I chuckled.

"One d-day." I heard him whisper. "W-what are you d-doing?"

"Standing in the middle of my room talking to you." I laughed. "I woke up and you were gone. I got worried."

"W-worried about what?"

"You regretted us, what we did last night." I sighed and sat down on my bed.

"N-no. I-I j-just didn't expect t-that to happen." Owen sighed. "I thought I-it was a one time t-thing because y-you're with Gina."

"It'll never be a one time thing with you Owen. I love you to much."

"Not as much as I love you." He stated.

"That's the first sentence you've said to me without stuttering." I smiled widely.

"Y-yeah." He whispered.

"Don't bite your bottom lip." I smirked.

"H-how did you k-know?" He gasped.

"Because I know you. And just thinking about you biting your lip makes me hard."

Owen giggled at me. "You're a-always h-horny."

"Horny for you." I shot back.

"D-don't. I-I'll get a boner. J-just thinking of you and l-last n-night I-I need a c-cold shower." Owen whined.

"Sorry babe." I laughed. "Mums asleep if you want to come over."

"I-I can't d-do that t-to your mum." He laughed.

"She won't mind. You just have to be quiet." I smirked.

"T-that's not p-possible."

"Sure it is. We could do it in the shower, or I could put my hand over your mouth, use something to tie on you." I bit my bottom lip thinking of Owen laid on my bed tied up.

"Y-you wish." He giggled.

"Or we could be safe and just watch films until she's gone to work tonight."

"Ok." Owen mumbled. "L-let me pack a b-bag then. I-I'll be there in t-twenty minutes."

"Alright. I love you." I told him.

"I-I love y-you t-to Knox." Owen said then hung up. I slowly put my hand on my bed with a smile.

And I waited for Owen to show up.