Owen and Knox

35. I was scared

Owen POV

Knox and I have been together for three months now, and it's been the best three months. He's taken me on dates as often as he can and likes to tease me on those dates. Over all it's be great, Knox is a bitch though. At school he gets a hard on so makes me hard which I then can't get rid of because he's always there. In the end the teacher moves him which he huffs about and gives me a chance to think about anything other than Knox teasing me.

We have four months until we leave for college. Knox got into the one he wanted to go to, to become a doctor, while i applied for it but didn't get in. It's been worrying me, i have this fear Knox will leave me because we won't get to be in the same college. Although i didn't get in, i did get in to one that is just as good. But i'm not with Knox.

It's not that i don't trust him, i do. But I've never been to a school without him and I won't have Tristan either, so I'll be completely alone. Clingy I know, but being separated from Knox or Tristan gives me really bad anxiety, because I know if i don't have one, I know i can go to the other.

"What's got you thinking? I can practically see all the cogs turning." Knox chuckled.

"Nothing." I forced a smile making his fall.

"No, not this again. Owen what's wrong? I don't want to shout at you just to get it out of you like i did when you told me you were gay. I'd rather you tell me than i shout." He sighed.

"I didn't get in." I whispered.

"To what?" He frowned a little.

"I didn't get accepted into the same college as you." I told him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Knox pulled to his chest. We sat on his bed with me at the foot of his bed until he pulled me to his chest.

"I was scared." I cried. "I was scared you'd leave me because we won't be together anymore."

"I would never leave you Owen. I love you to much." He chuckled and lifted me up, putting his hands on my cheeks. He wiped the tears away with a soft smile then a peck on the lips.

"I don't want to be away from you or Tris." I sniffled.

"Got bad separation anxiety huh?" Knox smiled a little. "Maybe i can apply for your college so we can be together."

"I don't want to ruin this for you though. I don't want to be that clingy boyfriend who wants to do everything with them or needs to be by your side 24/7." I told him.

"Babe, i don't mind. I don't want to see you cry so if it means going to the same college as you I don't mind. If it means you won't be alone i don't care where i go. Wherever you go I'll follow." Knox smiled at me.

"I can't ask you to do that." My voice cracked a little.

"You don't have to. Don't think about it, alright." Knox pulled me to his chest again. I sat on his lap where he cradled me like the baby I am.

"Wanna go to McDonalds?" My boyfriend asked me out of the blue.

"If you want." I looked up at him.

"Come on." He tapped my leg lightly. We both got off his bed and put our shoes on before leaving.

We walked hand in hand to McDonalds then stood in the queue to order. I stood in front of Knox with his arms around my waist and his chin on my shoulder which he kissed my neck a few times. A woman in front of us kept turning and giving us dirty looks as she looked at Knox's arms around me and my hands interwind with his.

"Have you got a problem?" Knox asked her.

"You shouldn't be doing that." She scoffed.

"Showing affection to my boyfriend?" He frowned. "It's the same as any couple showing love to their partners."

"Not you. It's disgusting and you're showing children disgusting things."

"Um no we're not. You just don't like seeing us together. So stop looking at us and get over yourself." Knox rolled his eyes annoyed at this woman.

"You will go to hell, both of you. Disgusting people." She gave us one last look before turning around with a scoff.

"Fucking bitch." Knox mumbled into my neck.

"I know. Don't let it get to you, just ignore her." I told him with a smile. Knox moved my head to the side to kiss me, only when we pulled away we had the same woman looking at us.

"Do you mind." Knox growled with a glare.

"Let's go somewhere else, yeah." I held his hand and went to walk away. Knox pulled me back to where i was and held me tightly so i couldn't move.

"No. If she doesn't like it she can leave. Bitch doesn't get a say in who I can kiss because of her stupid religion or she's homophobic." He stated loud enough so she could hear as well.

"This is why I love you." I smiled at him.

"I love you to." Knox smiled back and kissed me again. Eventually we ordered but took it back to his house so we wouldn't have to deal with the woman saying anything else while we eat. And the fact it was packed so the only chairs were close to her so we just said fuck it and went to his.

"I like it when we're here." Knox smirked at me.

"Why?" I giggled.

"Because I can kiss you." He pecked my lips. "And tease you." He palmed me through his joggers i was wearing. "And I can make sweet, sweet, hard love to you."

"You're so horny." I laughed at him.

"Only for you." Knox smirked then pinned me to the bed.