You watch with a smile as the girls around you take a day to relax. You had all been working hard the past couple of days and Dot finally decided that everyone deserved a day of rest. Plus spirits were high since you had all seen a play fly over the day before. You were slightly jealous of the girls. They laid around in just bra's and shorts. Maybe if this had all happened a few years ago, you would do the same but shit happens, you guess. You sit, reminiscing, when you see two feet point towards you. You look up to see Fatin giving you a small smile, causing you to blush, and a hand out to help you up. "Come on. lets go swim!" Fatin says and you let her pull you up. Fatin continues to hold your hand as you both walk towards the water.
When you get to the water, Fatin lets go of your hand and puts her at the hem of your t-shirt and tugs on it. "C'mon, you don't want your shirt to get wet." In all honesty, Fatin didn't care about the shirt. She had seen you lift your shirt a few inches one day to wipe your forehead and definitely got a lady boner over it. That wasn't the only reason she liked you though, she liked how caring you are and how you had a dark sense of humor. Plus, Fatin was sexually frustrated, it had been what? 17 days since she got any action and she had to watch the sexual tension grow between Shelby and Toni. Like c'mon, the Jesus freak was probably getting more action than Fatin was.
"No, I'll keep it on." You say as you grab Fatin's hands. You knew you should take your shirt off to swim so it would stay dry. But this wasn't the first time you had done this and you would usually sit pretty far away from the girls as you let your shirt dry on a rock after swimming. Fatin pouts up at you and you almost cave but then remember the mess that is your back. You just didn't want anyone to ask questions because questions meant remembering and you didn't want to remember. Fatin nodded her head and continued on like nothing happened.
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It had been a few hours since you swam in the ocean with Fatin and you had been drying your shirt off down the beach when you managed to fall asleep. "Someone should go get y/n. We don't want her to freeze to death over night." Dot said as they all looked down the beach to where you sat. "I'll go get her." Fatin volunteered almost immediately and ignored the looks she was getting from Toni and Dot. Fatin did, however, make sure to flip them off as she walked down the beach. "Y/n?" Fatin called out as she walked towards you, speeding up a little when you didn't respond. "Y/n?" Fatin asked as she walked up behind you and let out and audible gasp at the sight of your back. You had multiple scars crisscrossed along your back. Some were deep, some long, and some short. "So that's why you haven't taken off you shirt." Fatin mumbles as she leans forwards and lightly runs her hand over one of your bigger scars.
Almost immediately you wake up and turn around in a panic. Memories of how you got the scars flashing through your mind as you start to have a panic attack. "Shit." Fatin says as she watches you struggle to catch your breath. She would have called someone over to help and maybe knew what to do in this scenario but if her seeing your scars caused this, she didn't know how you would react if more people saw them. "Okay, c'mon y/n, I need you to calm down okay. I promise I won't say anything to the girls about it. I just need you to breath." Fatin said getting worked up herself. Fatin sits next to you in the sand and slowly pulls you into her chest, resting your ear right above her heart. "Umm... Follow the beat of my heart... That's what they do in movies right?" Fatin mumbles to herself as she runs a hand through your hair trying to calm you down. Slowly but surely you do calm down and slouch against Fatin. "I won't tell the girls about this... And if you ever need to talk to someone I am here for you, always." Fatin says as you get up and put your shirt on. You don't say anything and just give her a weak smile before returning to the camp where the other girls are.
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It had been a few days since Fatin had seen your scars and you didn't talk to her for two straight days afterwards. On the third day, however, you both were stuck on water duty and you spilled your guts out to her. About how you were treated by your mother after your dad died and how you just reminded her too mush of your father. How your mother turned to drugs and alcohol and random men for comfort instead of her own child. How you ran away, lived on the streets, went to juvie even for theft, before finally getting fostered and adopted by a nice old couple your freshman year of high school. You were confessing so much to her, you didn't hold back the feelings you held for her either. Toni and Shelby might have had the Lychee tree but you and Fatin had the waterfall.
All that led you to now, standing in front of the ocean about to take your shirt off in front of the other girls. Getting together with Fatin was a major self confidence boost you didn't know you needed. If a girl as beautiful as her could still like you, dare say love you, after you spilled out your past to her. Than the other girls wouldn't run from you at the sight of your back and the few scars the stretched around to your stomach. You let out a deep breath as Fatin yelled out to you to join in on a chicken fight they were having. "Y/n c'mon I need someone to ride." "Not like you haven't one that before." Dot says with a smirk as Fatin punches her in the arm. You break out of whatever staring contest you were having with the ocean and slowly pulled your shirt off over your head, shaking with nerves. The nerves disappeared almost as fast as they appeared as Fatin and a few other girls let out playful wolf whistles. "Ok y/n! Trying to hide that body from us. No wonder Fatin has wanted to jump your bones since day one!" Dot yells out with a laugh as Fatin punches her again. You shake your head at Dot's antics and run into the water to play chicken with the rest of the girls. No one mentioning or saying anything about your scares. It was nice and for the first time in a long time, you felt normal.
(Sorry for only posting once last week. I was sleep deprived, still am lmao, but I had some really bad anxiety about last Friday but it's all good now. :))
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