I wish you were gay||Billie Eilish story

Chapter 4

Lila's P.O.V.

Billie reached the goal and I feel her move my panties out of the way in stick two fingers inside. I gasp and let out a moan. That's when she looked at me and covered my mouth with her other hand. She smirked as she continued pulling her fingers in and out. She leaned over and whispered in my ear, "How does that feel"? in a deep tone and made my whole body melt. I was trying hard not to moan so loud since we were in the movie theater with other people. I put my hand over hers as she went in and out of my vagina. I was so caught up in the moment that I didn't see scarlet walking over to us. "What the fuck are ya'll doing?" she yelled. Everybody shushed her and I could tell Billie didn't know she was coming either because she removed her sticky fingers and turned around in shock. I didn't know what to say. I felt so guilty and at that moment I just wish I didn't exist. "After all this time even after what happened you wanna be a whore?" Scarlet said. That set me off. "First of all keep your voice and second I'm not a fucking whore and who are you my fucking mom." Billie tried calm the situation and said, "How about we take this outside." Scarlet glared at her and she stormed away. I turned to look at billie and I shook my head. "I'm sorry" she said. "Sorry for what ruining my friendship or fingering me in public?" I say sarcastically. "Hey Don't act like you're innocent. You let me do it." "Well it's really hard to resist when someone is sticking their fingers up your fucking pussy!" I practically screamed then regretting it. "Oh so if a random man walked up and fingered you, you'd let him?" Fuck she caught me. I don't know what to say so I just say, "That's not what I meant." And I walked away to go find Scarlet. 

Billie's P.O.V.

I can't believe Lila is gonna sit here and play victim. I mean I started it but if she didn't want me to do it she could've told me to stop. I didn't mean to go off on her but damn. And what did Scarlet mean after all that happened? I felt guilty because I knew I'd just fucked up their friendship and Lila isn't gonna want to talk to me anymore. I followed her as she rushed outside to find scarlet. We noticed Scarlet was sitting in her car and I stopped following Lila. I decided to let them talk and I got in my car and left.

Scarlet's P.O.V.

I cannot believe Lila. She is really gonna let somebody she barely knows do that to her. Maybe it was wrong for me to call her a whore but I need to speak my mind. She then got in the car disrupting my thoughts. She was the last person I wanted to see or talk to. And as for billie I have no respect for her she can kick rocks. I looked over at Lila and I could see the guilt and pain all over her face. "Scar, I'm sorry I don't know what got into into me. She just did it and I-" I cut her off. "I- what? Don't give me that innocent bullshit lila because you were enjoying every second of it." She looked even more guilty and I kind of felt bad. Then I could see her eyes getting watery but she didn't cry. She looked at me matter of a factly and said, "Why are you so worried? I mean I know you're my best friend but it's more than that isn't it?" I waited 2 minutes before I replied. "Because I fucking like you Lila is that so hard to understand. And don't flip the switch on me it's still about you." She looked shocked at what i said but she just nodded and gave me that smile I could never read. She got out of the car but before she walked away she said, "I thought we were friends Scar but ig instead of being happy I was finally engaging with someone sexually after all this time, you wanted to be a jealous bitch." She slammed the car door and I asked where she was going and she said she was taking the bus. Did she really just say that? Jealous bitch? happy for her? I was done with lila as of now. I pulled out of the lot and drove away.

Lila's P.O.V. 

I walked away from Scarlet's car. Did I really just do that? WTf was I even saying? I didn't like Billie sexually did I? I just wanted to go home and lay in my mother's room on her bed while she comforted me. I was walking for about 30 min and I realized I didn't know where I was. I took out my phone and called my mom. I called her twice but she didn't answer. I don't know why but I ended up calling billie.

Phone call:

Billie: Hey. what's up

Me: Billie will you pick me up. My mom won't answer and I think I'm lost.

Billie: Um...ok. I thought Scarlet was taking you home

Me: I didn't wanna ride with her. Now are you coming or not because i dont have time for this?

Billie: Um.. yea. Where r you?

Me: Um.. 76th and Landon it looks like?

Billie: Ok. I know where you are I'll be there in 5. bye.

I hung up. I really didn't feel like talking to billie rn but another part of me wanted to be with her badly. After about 10 minutes I see a car pull up and it's billie. I go around and get in the passengers seat and I don't look at billie but I tell her, "Thanks for coming to pick me up." "yea. No problem. Where do you wanna go?" That's when I looked at her. I don't know why she asked me but now that I was with her I didn't wanna go home. "Um.. let's go to ure house." She gave me a small smile and drove away. Wtf was I doing?