I wish you were gay||Billie Eilish story

Chapter 13

Billie's P.O.V.

I pulled Lila close to me and pressed my lips against hers. The started to get heated and I swear if I could, I would fuck her in the water. 

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We got out of the water and I heard Lila say "Oh shit." I turned around to face her. "What's Wrong?" She didn't say anything as she was focused on her phone. "Eilish, you are lucky this phone is still working because I would literally kill you." She says as she looks at me smiling. I smirk and say, "You don't have the balls." "Oh yea? You wanna test that theory?" I just laughed and shook my head. I pulled Lila in the water so her clothes were still wet. I threw her my shirt but I needed my pants. "Here. Put this on while your clothes dry." She smiles lightly as she looks at the shirt. I took in her features before she put the shirt on. I guess it's because we normally do our business under the covers or I don't pay much attention to her because I never really noticed how good she looked underneath. She smirked when she caught me staring and I looked away. I could feel my cheeks turning red.

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"Where are we going now?" Lila asked as we got into the car. "Well unless you wanna to walk around half naked, nowhere for now." She chuckled lightly and said, "Yea. Right. I forgot about that." "When your clothes dry, I can take you back to the hospital." I look back up at her and she has this smile that I can't quite make out. "No...how about we go to your house?" I nodded as I started to drive away from the beach. "Hey Lila? If you were diagnosed with depression before, why don't you seem sad?" I asked while I still focused on the road. I could feel her look at me, look down, then back at me. "No one says I'm not sad. I just don't show it all the time or maybe I'm really good at hiding it." I looked at her and she smiled a little then looked away. Was she happy when she was with me? It seems like it but is she?

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When we got to my house, Lila went up to my room while I sat her clothes in the kitchen. I went upstairs to my room and closed the door. I went to sit down next to Lila. No one was home so that was good. For a hot second we were just staring at each other but it was starting to get weird so I spoke up. "How about we play 21 questions?" "Ok. Sure. You first." "ok. ummm. What's your favorite food?" She held her index finger in her mouth when she was thinking about something and it was kinda cute. "I was gonna say rice but that's a side dish so I'll say lasagna." I smiled and nodded. The questions continued on like this for a while until it was my turn again. "This is a little weird but are you afraid of dying?" She looked down when she spoke. "Well not of dying but suffering before I die. If I die I want it to be a quick death and I don't want to be tortured." I smiled lightly and shook my head. "Okay enough of the dark stuff." she said chuckling. I just looked at her noticing she still had on my shirt and nothing else besides her bra and panties. "Don't look at me like that. It makes me feel weird." I laughed."I'm sorry. You just look good." She blushed then pulled me close to her kissing me. It started to become a heated make out session and I pushed her down on the bed. She instantly pushed me off and got on top of me. She sucked on my neck harshly causing me to moan a little. I swear this girl makes me so weak. She got up for air then plunged by down but lower this time. "What are you doing?" I ask her curiously. She shushed me and said, "Don't be mad if I don't do this right." With that she pulls down my pants then breathes against my vagina making me wet. She opened my legs and I let her remove my panties. She started licking my clit going up and down. I moaned. She started licking all around but avoiding my hole. When I least expected it, she plunged into my hole hitting my g spot making me moan louder. She kept going in and out. My legs were on her shoulders and the more she did that, the tighter I closed my legs. I wasn't trying to strangle her but damn that felt good. She came out and made her way back to my clit.  This time she bit it and that sent me over the edge. I moaned really loud and arched my back in pleasure. I rolled my eyes to the back of  my head and I didn't even realize I was grabbing her hair. "F-Fuck Lila." I say still moaning. She stopped for a second  breathing against my vagina and I knew I was close. My legs started shaking.  Just then I heard a noise then I heard finneas call me. "Billie? I'm home." Shit. Lila looks at me alarmingly and then gets up. "No. I'm so close Lila. And he doesn't even know I'm here." I whine. She goes back down and goes in and out of me. She must've knew I was close because she replaced her tongue, with two fingers. I clenched around her fingers and released. I moaned softly as she helps me ride out my high. Just then my door bursts open and me and Lila both look over. "Bil-" When he saw us he froze. "Damn it finneas. Knock next time." I say as I pull the blanket over me. He quickly closed the door back and I assumed he walked away. "Well that was embarrassing." Lila said coming next to sit next to me. "It's fine. He'll be fine." She just fiddled with her fingers. "You did good though." I say smirking. She smiles a little. "Good?" she asks laying down. "Really good." she smiles to herself satisfied I guess. I kissed her deeply in the mouth. "I'll be back mamas. I'm gonna go talk to fin." She nodded and closed her eyes. I put my underwear back on along with my pants. I walked out and went to his room. I knocked but there was no answer. I decided to just go in and finneas was sitting on his bed scrolling through instagram. He looked like he wasn't at all interested but he needed a distraction. "Umm..Hey fin." I say slowly walking into his room. He didn't even look at me when he spoke. "We don't have to talk about it. That's your business." I sigh. "I know but I don't want things to be weird between us. "  He looked at me now. "Billie it's fine. Things are not gonna be weird. I just need time to get that image out of my mind." I nodded slowly and walked back to my room. When I went in I saw that Lila was asleep. She looked so peaceful. I gt in the bed and she opened her eyes moving closer to me. I wrapped my arm around her. "All good?" she asks tiredly. She meant me and finneas. "Yupp. Just need some time to get over it." She gave me a peck on the lips and cuddled into me. "You know you should do that more often. It felt really good." I say looking down at her smirking. She laughed a little and said, "Goodnight, Ms.Eilish." I laughed and rested my chin on her head. I dozed off shortly.