27th day of January

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27th day of January
                                

The year just started
And yet, her's already ended
Didn't expected it, I'm fucking flabbergasted
Cause it was so sudden, it just happened

She was just fine resting beside me and having some fun
Can't believe that she's now long gone
I used to be annoyed with her presence
But didn't know that her absence would make these tears trail on my face

I left and went back after a few days
Hoping that she's just there waiting for my annoyed face
But I did not see any dirt on my piles of paper instead
I cried in lieu of being annoyed with the mess she made after knowing that she's now dead

Wanting so bad to have little footprints on my papers
I'm missing that wooden couch full of cat hairs,
That little purrs on my feet, and those meows whenever I'm eating food
But even if I cried my heart out, she's not coming back cause she's now gone for good

Still having a difficulty of letting go of her, I'm fucked up
And  also struggling with accepting the fact that she'll never come back
I really am having a hard time getting over with something that's dear to me
That's why I can't help but mourn and forever reminisce that a beautiful creature died on the 27th day of January

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