Pity Party
Any sign of vulnerability is an invitation for pain
Trying to think about where you can buy courage can only drain your brain
So you'll be using your last resort which is by pretending
Cheerfully smiling in front of them but is crying when no one's lookingIt is so hard to live with people who don't even know a single thing about you
Sure, they've been with you since day one up to now right?
But they never show concern and care on you since day one up to now too
They're not interested, not even aware that you're crying tonightWas it really wrong to be weak and vulnerable?
When you experience too much pain, to stand bravely is a bit impossible
I don't know what to do, so I organized a pity party instead
Can't stop crying, don't have dom perignon, so I drink water instead to stay hydrated
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Elegies
PoetryOverflowing emotions will trigger your hands to write on their own and eventually you're obliviously writing poems already. Write down what you feel, until it hurts no more.