Thinking of becoming a Star
Still in pain
My unending trail of tears are like the rain
It was heavy, the rain, my pain and everything else that doesn't seem to rhyme
Couldn't take it anymore, I think it's time to give up this timeAlready aware that my thoughts are ill but I can't just help it, I'm damned
Ending my agony seems like the best thing to do when everything else already failed
These tears just won't stop, its trying to drown me
Unaware that they're succeeding actuallyStill in bed, not minding the pending works I need to finish urgently
Why would I even do those things, when I simply wanted to be happy and free
Not exiled, but the people around me managed to make me feel chained
Pushing me to my limits until I can't anymore recover, I'm already tiredThinking of becoming a star
Maybe there's no pain there, as they can't hurt me when I'm already too far
Atleast there, I wouldn't feel lonely as there are also too many stars around me
And there'll be no more pain if I will disappear as a person and be a star that shines freely
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Elegies
PoesiaOverflowing emotions will trigger your hands to write on their own and eventually you're obliviously writing poems already. Write down what you feel, until it hurts no more.