Broken Beyond Repair

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Broken beyond repair

Been seeing the signs
I'm sure I don't want this
I'm fucking scared actually
But it frightened me, cause I'm tired already

My tears won't stop, fuck this mind
Seeking encouraging reasons, but l can't seem to find
Admitting that I'm emotionally broken
Can't deny that, it's very visible cause my eyes are incessantly swollen

Terrified of what's coming
I know that I'm hurting
But I don't want to do what everyone else's did in situations like this
Not wanting to end it, but my mind and heart are saying 'please'

No joke, I can feel that my heart's already trying to explode
Anxiously thinking, I don't want that one day I'll be needing cords
The fact that I'm broken beyond repair,
It'll be inevitable that one day I'll just give up in despair...

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