Emotional Breakdown Hit Me Big Time

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Emotional Breakdown hit me big time                                           

I don't understand the idea of getting attached
Only to be left behind
Then you'll be crying with your heart out
Even you already expected that you'll be apart

Got a taste of my karma
It tastes awful I'm telling ya'
How can it be sweet
If what I've done is a piece of shit

My life is like a library
Got a lot of story, but can't tell any
T'was so complicated
From start till the end

If my story is in a book that you can read
You'll be surprised or atleast be teary-eyed
Burning my candles at both ends
Everything doesn't make any sense.

The night is not getting any younger
Must admit I'm still not sober
So drunk with the melancholic aura
Nauseous with this drama

Trying hard to stifle my sobs
This pain is making me feel numb
My problem, I can't tell
What if feels like, it's fucking hell

I just lost something no one can replace
Can't take it back, that's the case
Losing myself, my trust, my respect and love
It' so hard to lose something that you only have

Hatred is eating the hell out of me
Hell, I didn't sign for this, I want to be free
Disappointed, lost, hurt, livid and moribund, that's me
When being respected, loved, and euphoric, are all I wanted to be

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