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Dear diary,

Luke stood up for me today when they called me homophobic names due to me saying in music that I prefered the raspy male voice.

I felt bad because Luke got labelized as my 'boyfriend' but he said that it didn't bother him.

It feels really nice to have someone who supports and defends you eventhough Luke defended me with wrong arguments.

He said that I am straight and I'm in fact happy that he thinks I am because otherwise he will most likely never look into my face again.

After school Luke asked me if I would like to do something with him tomorrow.

I hesitated a bit due to me thinking he planned something that'll embarrass me but in the end I said okay to his offer because I really need to trust him more.

He then put on a small smile and walked towards me, hugging me tightly.

Is it bad that I feel safe in his arms or is it bad that I adore our height difference, that I want to put my hand through his soft gold blonde locks, that I want to wear his sweaters, that I want to stare into his deep eyes the whole time -

Is it bad that I don't want to get to know him ?

Because if I already fell for his fake facades then I'll be a mess if he is himself.

Your Calum x

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I fAILED @ thE FRENCH TEST WE WROTE BC I WANTED TO LEARN 4 HISTORY BUT OUR HISTORY TEACHER WAS SICK AND WE WROTE FRENCH AND I BARELY KNEW SOMETHING

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Also I want to thank everyone who reads, votes or comments.
Y'all make me so happy :)

cat x

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