trapped in honolulu | a. levi

we can't do this

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without thinking, my body started to move on it's  own, and before i knew it; my hand's were wrapped around his neck, our stomach's were pressed against eachother's, my lip's colliding with his.

holy shit.

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Levi's POV

she kissed me. she fucking kissed me. i need to push away, but i dont want to. not one bit.

i gently rested my hand's on her hip's, pulling her closer to my body. deepening the kiss, i opened my mouth to invite her tougue in. i could taste salt from the droplet's of ocean water coming off of her precious lip's, mixed with her sweet saliva. her hands made their way up from my neck to my hair, slightly tugging onto the strands as our tongues were at war with eachother. i could feel my pant's starting to tighten as our kiss began to turn into a make out, and that's when i knew this had to end. i wanted this moment to last forever, but i can't keep this going any longer.

i slowly pulled away from the kiss, instantly releasing her from my grasp. turning my head away from her, i couldn't bare to make eye contact with her. she's my fucking student, and i just kissed her. well, she kinda kissed me, but i kissed her back. either or, it's a crime, and it's extremely innapropriate.

"im sorry.... i dont know why i did-" y/n finally spoke, breaking the silence before i cut her off.

"let's go. it's late and we have shit to do tomorrow. you're fine, just dont speak of it again." i try and show her reassurance with my eyes, but fail miserably. i don't want to make her feel bad, but im too ashamed to talk about this right now. fuck.

"okay... i really am sorry though. that was innapropriate of me..." she apologized, her voice slightly above a whisper. i could tell she felt bad, and it was making me feel even worse.

i've had feeling's for this woman ever since the moment i layed eyes on her. the way she's so carefree and independent. her braveness pulled me in, and that damned mouth of her's... i'd be lying if i said i hated the way she talk's to me, or the way she call's me name's. every time she's around me, my day becomes a little less shitty. her beauty is only a bonus, but it's a huge one. i would never admit that to her. i would never admit that to anyone, ever.

i didn't answer to her apology, but instead i placed my hand on her head, patting it three times before turning around and dragging my way out of the water as she followed behind me.

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y/n's POV

the whole walk back was silent. we hadn't said a word to each other. i cant believe i just kissed my fucking professor! what was i thinking? why did he kiss me back? i have so many question's right now. if i think of this any longer, i'll only stress myself out.

after exchanging a quick 'goodnight' with levi, we both went back into our room's. trying to clear the thought's of tonight's event's out of my head, i headed into the bathroom to change into the pajamas that i was going to wear to bed from before armin and the boy's came knocking on the door. beginning to strip of my bathing suit, i grabbed the clothing from off the toilet seat and threw them on. guess im going to have to shower in the morning.