LOVE, LUST or HATE

𝔉𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫 (𝟙𝟝).

"All things that the Father has are Mine. Therefore I said that He will take of Mine and declare it to you."
- John 16:15 (NKJV)

𝐓𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲 10𝐭𝐡 𝐒𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫
14:37

I just stood there lost for words. I didn't know what to do. Not only is this nigga back in the area, but he is also standing in front of me with the same smirk I've been trying to get out my head since I was sixteen years of age.

"What you can't say nothing to your bae?" He asked, laughing a little.

I opened my mouth again, but like before, I couldn't even get a sound out my mouth. "Don't worry I'm not here to hurt you darlin." He said as he came to hug me. I attempted to move out of his way, but I was frozen. I couldn't move my body, nor could I talk. I was consumed with fear and shock. He pulled away from the 'hug' and said, "You know I still love you right."

I had to screw him. That was the first time I made any kind of effective movement since he arrived here. He chuckled in response. "What, you don't believe man? I always loved you, babes. If anything, you didn't love me. You sent your brother for me, remember." At this point, he's talking to himself. I don't know why he came here, but he needs to get back to wherever the heck he came from because I do not want him here and all he is going to do is bring drama to my life which is actually peaceful for once.

"W-what you doing here?" I blurted out stuttering.

"What do you mean? Why wouldn't I come back to see my baby girl?" I had to laugh. 'baby girl', 'babes' 'I still love you', he's mad. Why is he acting as if he wasn't a nightmare in my life?

"Seriously, are you ill? You're actually sick. Get the hell away from me, you weirdo." At this point, all the fear and shock inside me disappeared, and I was only left with anger.

"Lose the attitude bitch." He sneered then pushed me out the way and entered my house. "You're doing well for yourself, this is a nice house." I just stood by the door, screwing him. Faith would be here soon, and I don't want her to be met with this demon standing before me.

I sighed, just wanting him to leave as he did before and never come back. "What do you want? It's been three years since you left. Why you back?"

He shrugged. "Missed you init." I think he mixed crack with weed and then smoked them together because huh?

"Missed who? Get the heck on with that bs. You don't miss me, what you miss is someone you could beat and rape all day."

"I never raped you. You're my girl, and if I want to jeet you, it will happen." I'm genuinely tired of people not wanting to take ownership of the stuff they've done. Just say you did what you did and keep it stepping. It's not that deep.

"Isiah, I don't have the time or the energy for you and your foolishness. Leave my house and go crawl back to wherever you were hiding before." He chuckled and sat down on the couch, in my living room.

"Where's the food at? Your shit use to bang differently, I can't lie." He said, completely disregarding every single sound that had previously left my mouth.

"If you want Joshua. He's not here." I had figured out why he's here. It's the only reasonable explanation. Joshua hurt Isiah a lot after he found out what had been going on in our 'relationship'. Isiah is obviously here for some kind of 'revenge'.

"I know he's not here. I don't want him.. yet. I want you. I mean I have you alr-"

"No, you do not. It's been flipping three years, I've moved on and I'm happy in life. You need to go get some mental help because I swear, you're ill. You don't even want-" I was cut off by the sound of the doorbell ringing. I quickly left the living room and went to open the door, already knowing who it was. I don't want her around this demonic creature that is in my house, however, when she called me, she sounded like she had been crying, or was crying. I have promised to her that no matter what, imma be there for her and I do not break promises.