LOVE, LUST or HATE

𝔒𝔫𝔢. (𝟙)

"Everything has already been decided. It was known long ago, what each person would be. So there's no use arguing with God about your destiny."
- Ecclesiastes 6:10 (NLT)

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄
𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲, 22 𝐀𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭 2019
19:00

"Please, i'm begging you, don't do this" she begged and pleaded for him to stop.

"you brought this upon yourself b" he smirked at her. A very evil smirk.

The sight of him makes her sick, makes her ill. The thought of him makes her cry, but she can't get away from him. She's tied to him. She's locked with him. Every time she tries to leave him, he finds her. She's only 16, she hasn't even done her A-levels. She doesn't deserve this but he doesn't see it that way. In his eyes, she deserves this and much more.

He pulled down her panties, and his smirk became even bigger. Her biggest nightmare is becoming reality. She started crying, she had been trying to hold my tears in but she couldn't control them anymore. Once one tear fell, the others just came pouring down. "Please Isaiah"

"SHUT UP MAN!" He shouted. He started pulling down his black joggers, followed by his boxers. His smirk only got bigger and bigger, with him thinking about what he is going to do.

She tried to run and leave but the only resulted with her banging my head on the floor. He kicked her, beat her. Hurt her till she felt like she was dead. "DO YOU WANNA DIE? WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!" All she can do is cry. She has no more energy left to fight him off.

He slapped her again. "Now you're gonna lie down here still, and let me do what i need to do." After that he inserted his dick in her. It hurt so much, She has never experienced so much pain before. She would've rather him just beat her to my death. She couldn't even look at him but she knows he had a smile on his face, i know he was enjoying this, enjoying seeing her in pain, enjoying seeing her go through her biggest nightmare.

After a few minutes he cummed, then pulled out.

He cummed in her. Not knowing if he's clean or not.

"See that wasn't so hard was it" he smiled smugly at her as she curled up trying to hide her now exposed body. She just continued to cry. He came up to her and kissed her. It was like she was frozen. She couldn't move. She just want him to disappear. But that's not gonna happen any time soon. Not for a few years anyways, he's all she has. If she leaves him, she'll be homeless, she'll have nothing. So she's going to have to deal with this until she can survive on her own.

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑
𝐓𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲, 05 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 2020.
14:00𝐩𝐦

"Rachel who would I even invite? I have like 3 friends and my brother."

"My family. I don't know but you are not celebrating your birthday like you did last year. You're turning 18 you must have fun." Rachel is more of an outgoing girl. Not the type to go parties everyday and get drunk all the time. But if it's someone's birthday she likes to go all out, especially someone really close to her.

"okay okay. A SMALL, and I repeat SMALL hotel party. You invite your family and Joshua invites his boys. Nothing big though." Rachel squealed. I'll be so real I don't like going out much anymore. I just stay at home with my brother or go Rachel's house and chill with them. Those two are the only ones I'm really tight with. I have two other friends but you know, they don't really know everything. No one except Joshua and Rachel does.

"Elizabeth said she's gonna bring her man. Is that okay?"

"err, ermm. okay as long as he don't bring anyone with him." I can already sense this is gonna be bigger than I plan it to be.

"Don't worry, if you wanna cancel we still have 2 weeks." I think she could sense my worry. But can we go to Joshua's house please. He keeps telling me to come over."

"You're a whore man." I laughed sligghtly. These two have been fucking on the side for the longest. It's obvious they like each other but they won't be mature and tell each other.

"shut up bitch. I haven't fucked him since Saturday." She said proudly.

"Not this sket calling me a bitch. Anyways let's go then. If I hear you fucking... let me not even tell you what imma do." True say, I'm not gonna do anything. I'm just waiting for my nieces and nephews.

"Shut up about sket. Find a man please." She slapped my head. Hard.

"Do you have a man yourself or do you just have a fuck buddy?"

"Shut up. I don't want him. Just his dick. And he just wants my pussy. It's purely sex. No feeling attached." Rachel seems to have forgotten I know her more than anyone else. I can see through her lies. She wants it to be more than sex but she's too stubborn. If we go into 2021 and she still hasn't told Joshua how she feels I will do it for her and him.

"whatever you say, hoe. By the way your phone is ringing, it might be your bae. You wouldn't wanna upset him and his dick would you." I'm purposely trying to piss her off, my favourite thing to do.

She aired me and just left the room to answer her phone. Like the nosey person I am, I eavsdropped. "hello."

"......"

"I said I was coming can you be paitient."

"......"

"lol no. Just wait for me yeah."

"......"

"yeah yeah, love you too."

huh?

"......"

"You're a bitch. Inna bit." She chuckled and smiled as she ended the call. She came back into the living room. I wasn't even about to act like I wasn't listening to her convocation.

"RACHEL! please tell me that was not who I think that was."

"Okay.. It was not Joshua." She said not botheres as she flopped back on the couch.

"stop lying. SINCE WHEN DID YOU GUYS LOVE EACH OTHER?"

"Tosin, it's been over a year since we met and nearly a year since we started fucking. Did you think I would fuck a nigga that much, for this long with out any feelings involved?"

"Well no, but YOU DID NOT TELL ME." Yes she would, when they started. Not now though.

"Of course not. You would have already started buy ankara for a wedding." She laughed. She's not wrong. I have already called dibs to be the wedding planner of both Joshua's and Rachel's weddings but now it's gonna be one, I cannot wait.

"Well let me go and call my tailor for the wedding now. Hurry up and go to your man now." She threw a book at my head to shut me up. That hurt.

"relax. We've only been together for six months and five days, not that I'm counting."

"SIX MONTHS? AND YOU DID NOT TELL ME. nah you're evil man." a whole six months. The clothes will not be ready in time for their wedding.

"Imma just..." She started leaving the house. "yeah you know... bye" she left.

The love I have for her is undescribable. To be honest with out her and Joshua I would've killed my self long time el o el. I've come a long way from a year ago but it's only the beginning.

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