LOVE, LUST or HATE

𝔗𝔴𝔬. (𝟚)

"Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done."
-Philippians 4:6 (NLT)

𝐓𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲 15𝐭𝐡 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 2020
6:30𝐚𝐦

"ughhh" I was awoken by a certain Rachel Akindele moaning. If they were gonna have sex could they have not at least gone to his house.

"OH MY GOSH, RIGHT THERE DADDY." she screamed this time. This is disgusting. Do these animals not have any shame. It's free. This isn't the first time either. They do this like everyday. I'm gonna have to talk to them about it because it's not my sleep that will be ruined because they wanna fuck.

After about another two hours they stopped. two hours. My body cannot lool. It's not like imma fuck anytime soon anyways. Im single, and that means no marriage and no marriage means no sex so that's that.

I brought out my plate of fried rice I had warmed up and started eating. Easting peacefully. And then...

"HEY TOSINNN!" Rachel came to disturb me.

"Hello Rachel." I said in a very posh manner.

"Whatsss good! I'm feeling so good you know. Your brother is so amazing you know. I just love him." She closed her eyes and started biting her lips.

"Hey hey hey. None of that here. Over here disturbing me. And next time you wanna be screaming at 6:30 in the morning please take that to another persons house. Not ours."

"Oh my gosh. Liven up sis. That will be you after your birthday." She winked at me and smirked. That will be who? After what? Behave. Unserious kid.

"No it will not. I'm celibate and will stay celibate till marriage."

"Cute. I'll give it till your nineteen. You will be such a whore by then."

"Aired." I said bluntly with a straight face. I dont know why shes talking such bullshit

"Such a fucking twitter girl."

"Aired man." This time I laughed. "Where's Joshua?"

"Hes gone to his crib. Imma meet him later though. He said he has a surprise for me." She squealed. I love seeing her happy bro. I hate her though.

"You guys just had sex for almost three hours what next."

"SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.!" She through a bottle at me. Why must she always throw shit at me. Am I a bin?

"you must want a slap." I said as I stared at her.

"I dare you to touch me. You know i'll kill you." She even started tying up her wig thats falling off already.

"Say no more. It would be nice to kill you once a-." She cut me off with a punch. I- say no more sis.

I flipped her over so she's lying on the floor. I got on top of her and swinged. Before i could even punch, we bursted out laughing. This is why we never fight ever because we just laugh too much. "I say we shag." She said blankly.

"Is it. I've been waiting to shag you ma'am."

"Now?"

"Yessir." We both leaned in but ended up laughing before we could even do anything.

"TOSIN YOU ARE SO GAY BYE." shes the one that asked to shag? Okay.

"Shut up you ugly animal."

"If I kill you I'll be in the wrong inih."

"Shut up. Dont you have a nigga to fuck or something?"

"AIRED!"

"And im the twitter girl. Lol. Go away."

"Im gone bye." She laughed as she left the house.

7:37𝐩𝐦

"Do you need help." I heard a deep voice laugh from beside me. I turned around and was met with a tall black boy. He had waves like a sea, some cute dimples and a nice smile.

"Ermm, yeah i guess." I need to grow up man. How am i turning 18 and still 5'6. This is just embarrassing now.

The boy helped me get the pasta I was struggling to reach, gave it to me and I put it in my trolley. "Thank you." I said shyly and started walking away, playing with my fingers slightly.

When i tell you I'm awkward. Im awkward. If i don't know you I don't talk above a whisper I'll be so real. "Wait." He pulled me back. This nigga touched me... chile, rona has not died yet.

I don't know him...

Self respect?????

"You gonna give me your number?" Is this how people move girls these days? Do they not have shame?

"Erm no." I tried to be as nice as possible.

"Aight say nothing, i'll see you around b." He winked at me before walking away.

Is that why he stopped me. To just wink at me? Niggas are so fucking weird. Let me just go pay for my shopping.

I walked out of Tesco, my eyes glued to my phone, trying to see where my uber is.

"AYO!" I heard. It's winter so it's darker than usual. This shit is scary.

I started walking faster to where the app says my uber is. I heard someone running from behind me. I walk faster and faster as I hear the coming closer. I'm not fast enough though. I feel myself getting dragged into an alleyway. "What did you not hear us? I heard one voice. I kept my eyes shut to try make me feel like this is not real. That doesn't not work at all though.

"Are you deaf, bitch." I heard another voice. Then felt a hand connect with my face. Now I opened my eyes because who do they think they are? Slap me? Me?? A whole fucking me?? A whole fucking Oluwatosin Mary Adegunwa? You are having a laugh.

"Are you okay? Lol, do I fucking know you and you're slapping me. Behave." I said with a screw on my face.

That only resulted with my getting a blow to my face. Who are these bored people please?

"Relax yourself b. RB you wanna pipe her first or last?"

HUH?

PIPE WHO?

ARE YOU FUCKING HIGH?

I refuse to go through this shit again? My CELIBATE ass? Lol. No never.

I got kicked to the floor before I even had a chance to run. Kicked as well?

I screamed loud. Louder than I've ever screamed before. Throughout my screams, you could hear them getting louder, you could hear my pain, hear how much I needed someone to save me just from every bang I was getting for screaming.

"Shut the fuck-"

There was a gunshot and then the first boy dropped down to the ground, blood coming out him legs.

"Shit." The other one muttered. I took this as my time to run but he caught me and dragged me to his truck.

"STOP FUCKING MOVING." He took his gun from his pocket and whacked my temple.

I cannot deal with all this man. ALL I WANTED WAS SOME GROCERIES AND I NEARLY GOT RAPPED AND NOW KM GETTING KIDNAPPED! what the actual fuck?

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heyyy guys, listen I'm trying my best with these updates, I just like having more chapters written before i update. Plus with school and that, I don't really have that much time to sit down and write. This half term I'll write more thoughh.

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-𝗸𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗶 💕.