LOVE, LUST or HATE

𝔈𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱. (𝟠)

"The tongue can bring death or life; those who love to talk will reap consequences."
- Proverbs 18:21 (NLT)

𝐓𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝐖𝐞𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲 26𝐭𝐡 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫
13:00

I woke up and groaned in pain. Yesterday was Christmas, I didn't do much. I couldn't be asked. In fact I didn't do anything. I didn't eat anything. I didn't open any presents. I just stayed in bed, and I'm doing that today too. People keep tagging me in videos about what happened on Christmas eve. Joshua went to look for the boy and Josiah, to be honest I don't know what he did after he dropped off home. I don't want any trouble. To be honest, I don't even care that I go beat up. I should've just kept quiet. I don't know why  was moving as if I'm bad and brave because moretime I can't even go out in the dark alone. I was acting bad for no reason and I got what I deserved.

My phone rang and I look at the ID. 'Nathanial 🤍.'

It was a facetime call. And I look so bummy right now. sigh let me just answer it.

"yo b." He said once I answered.

"hi." I said timidly.

"You good? Show your face, I didn't call your ceiling."

"ermm. No. I just woke up."

"and so? I didn't ask." He said bluntly.

oh-. I laughed at his rudeness and showed my face. "here."

"There we are. How are you though?" He said smiling.

"I'm okay, I guess. The pain is still there and my face still feels dead but erm, I'm okay." I don't know why people keep asking me that. Like so many people have messaged me on snap and insta asking me if I'm okay. I just got beat up by some big man, what do you think?

"He's a pussy. What because you don't wanna give him your snap he's moving mad like that? Some any dickhead man."

"It wasn't his fault. I was rude, I shouldn't have kept screwing him, in fact, I shouldn't have said anything after he walked away."

"So who's fault was it? The earths? He's fuckin 20 years old. He should have some sense to not act like that." Josiah said angrily.

I just stayed quiet. To be honest he's right, but I'm still not blaming that boy. I shouldn't have said anything.

"Sorry." He said. I laughed a little.

"what you saying sorry for lool, lil softie." I laughed again

He looked at me with a straight face. "kmt, I hate you girls."

I laughed again, "ahh stop crying. You baby."

"I will cut this call right now."

"I don't care, I need to start my day anyways. I wanna know what everyone got me for Christmas." I said smiling.

"Christmas was over twenty four hours ago dargie." He said trying to be smart. I know that idiot.

"You could've just said a day. And I know, I didn't open my gifts yesterday."

"Oh. Lazy bitch."