LOVE, LUST or HATE

𝔑𝔦𝔫𝔢. (𝟡)

"And I tell you this, you must give an account on judgment day for every idle word you speak."
- Matthew 12:36 (NLT)

𝐓𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝐖𝐞𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲 26𝐭𝐡 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫
16:10

"I'm pregnant." Rachel said.

I stayed silent. Waiting for her to say she's joking. Pregnant?? I would be okay with it but we don't even know who the dad is, and if she got pregnant with another man, whilst in a relationship, WITH MY BROTHER, then broo, It's gonna be mad awkward between us lol, because I don't mess with that type of stuff.

"erm, you still there Tosin?"

"yeah." I replied bluntly, allowing no emotion to be heard.

"I don't know what to do." I heard her start crying. She better not bring her hormones to my area.

"Get a DNA test first, then we can talk about what to do."

"Why would I get a DNA test, it's obviously Joshua's lol."

"So you and that other boy used a condom yeah?" I asked confused.

"no. But I made sure he pulled out."

"SIS GET A DNA TEST." I said laughing.

"I don't need to." She said. She's in denial. She is going to hurt my brother, which is why I am telling her to get a DNA test now.

"Say nothing, when that baby comes out looking like some next nigga, don't complain to me if Joshua murders you."

"Stop overreacting. I'll get one, but only if you come with me."

"I'm not even overreacting and okay, I'll come with you, book an appointment today, in fact, now."

"okay, come over please. I feel lonely."

"That has nothing to do with me. Be lonely by yourself. I have stuff to do, bye." I said then cut the call.

I know you might think I'm being rude or something but to be honest this is on her. If she told me she was pregnant and that's all then I would be so much nicer. To be honest, it's not even the fact she cheated, it's the fact she cheated on my brother and still thinks I'm going to act the same. Joshua is my blood, he was there for me before everyone else, even before Rachel, so I'm going to be more loyal to him than anyone else. I hope Rachel tells him she cheated, even if the test result says Joshua is the dad, she should still tell him. If she doesn't, then, I will.

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𝐀 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫
29𝐭𝐡 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫
16:30

As usual, I was chilling in my house alone. I just finished cleaning, when I'm bored I clean. I don't know why, it's just fun to me. The door bell rang, just as I was going upstairs. Who the hell is at the door. Joshua has a key and Rachel would've told me. I looked through the peep hole, thingy and saw Josiah. This nigga can't leave me alone. I opened the door for him, and he just starred at me. "I'm not a movie, enter the house."

"Rude." He said walking in.

"What do you want?"

"I got bored and hungry, I was gonna order food, but your cooking is better." He said, smiling at me.

I let him try some of my cooking and now he thinks he can just show up at my house, uninvited. "I hate you, you know. I haven't cooked anything so erm, order food, for both of us please."