Taking me with it (An Ed Sheeran FanFic)

Chapter Six: I will be okay. But the thing is, is I'm not.

OKAY GUYS SO I AM WRITING A LOVE SCENE SO BE WHERE! ITS MY FIRST TIME EVER TRYING SO IM SUPER SORRY IF IT SUCKS. I'll admit it, I'm a virgin so.... yeah LOL awkward. DONT JUDGE ME ;)

"Allie!" He yells to me and wraps his arms around me, and i go into them with out a second thought. He pulls me tightly against his scultped body. I stand up on my tiptoes and nuzzle my nose into his neck. "I'm home Allie." He whispers against my ear. I pull him closer to me, squeezing him against me. Slowly we pull apart, just enough to look into each others eyes.

"I missed you Aubrey." I whispered to him and he softly smiles. His eyes are shining. 

"Allie, only nine more months until you join me at university." He whispers excitedly. My heart soars and my eyes reflect his. University, with my man by my side. 

"I can't wait." I say excitedly as our lips press together. It was a quick peck, and we pull apart. "Aubrey, go enjoy the show. He's amazing. I have to get back to work, okay?" I say pulling myself from his arms. He nods and goes to find a seat. 

Aubrey is back. I can't believe it. He's back. 

I walk closer to the stage where Ed is singing another song, I look out towards the crowd and all I see is Aubrey watching me, with his dark eyes. I smile and wave, and he waves back. Tonight will be a long night.

Ed sings his last notes and steps off the stage, and I hand him a water bottle, which he chugs thirstily. Sweat is dripping down his face, but he seems to be proud and happy, which his wide smile shows. "Did I live up to the repuatation of playing here?" Ed says jokingly.

I pause for a moment, while replaying playfully, "No Mr. Sheeran, not at all." He laughs with me then finishes the water. He looks at me with a wild look in his eyes, as if he is high off music.

I see Aubrey wave at me, motioning for me to come to him. "I uh, gotta go." I say quietly to Ed, and walk towards Aubrey. 

"Hey Allie." He says as he wraps his hand around my own. "Lets get out of here." he says excitedly. 

I nod and find my dad in the crowd. "Hey Dad. Am I good to go?" I ask gently, praying he will say yes. 

"Yeah. Go have fun with Aubrey!" My dad says. He has always like Aubrey. 

I hug him tightly. "Okay, love you! See you later!" I say and Aubrey and I walk out. Aubrey and I walk towards my flat, and slowly we enter the door and walk up to my room.

I push open the door, to see lit candles and rose petals scattered artistically around my room. My mouth drops, either in awe or in nervousness. I feel his arms slip around my waist, his mouth pressed to my neck. 'He doesn't want.. No. I won't' I think to myself. I turn to face him and we kiss gently, with him pushing me lightly to my bed. Slowly, we fall onto the bed, with him on top of me. Slowly his mouth glides to my neck, his fingers fumbling with my hoodie zipper. 

I help him take it off, and he slips off his own shirt, then pulls mine off. His mouth nibbles at my neck, which makes my heart race, with excitement, but when I feel his arms snake around to my bra strap, I begin to hyperventilate. "Aubrey.." I say.

"You'll be okay Allie. I'll take care of you." He mouths against my neck, finally unhooking  my bra strap.

"No Aubrey.. I can't." I whisper, as I feel his hands slowly work off my yoga pants and thong. I sit up as he quickly pulls off his pants and boxers. 

He gently pulls himself over me. "Just kiss me Allie. I'll let you get comfotable first." He says gently, pulling his lips to my own. His mouth over takes mine, as his tongue plays with my own. His hands roam over my body, with his  hands stopping at my breasts. He slowly begins to message them, making me moan in pleasure. 

Slowly, he brings his mouth down my body, leaving a trail of kisses, ending at my belly button. 

"Aubrey." I say as my voice trembles. 

"Allie. I'll keep you safe." He whispers, his fingers slowly treading towards my most private areas. I take a deep breath, as I feel his fingers begin to rub me. I moan out his name, and I can feel him grow excited. "Allie. You're so wet." Slowly he puts a finger inside of me, and another, then begins to pump, faster and faster. 

I grit my teeth, not wanting to yell out, but as I reach my peak, my back arches, and I scream out in pleasure. 

I feel Aubrey roughly grab me, putting himself over me. "Allie. Let me take you there again. This time, it will be better." He says huskily. I nod, almost excited.

Slowly I feel him  slide in and I gasp out in pain, "Aubrey. The pain." I whisper, tears slipping from my eyes. 

"Allie, once I push through, it will feel just as it did before, with my fingers. Just let me push through." He says, almost begging.

I feel him slowly pushing in, and I cry out in pain. "I'm almost there Al." He says gently, trying to calm me. His hand pushes my hair behind my ears. 

"Are you almost in?" I ask, crying.

"Yeah, almost. Okay, I'm going to push, this one will hurt, just push through it, okay?" He says, and I feel an instense pain, and I scream out. But then comes the relief. "Im in Allie." He says, sweat dripping down his face. The pain has dulled as the pleasure starts, he as he goes in and out of me, both of us moaning the other persons name. Slowly, we pull each other over the edge.

The blankets cover both of us, while I'm cuddled into Aubreys side, his arms wrapped around. Our bodys are glistening with sweat. Down between my legs is numb, but since I am cuddled next to Aubrey, I am okay. I will be okay. But the thing is, is I'm not.