"what do you mean by pretty privilege?"
"I mean it"
"mean what?"
"well, the prettiest boy I know is sitting right next to me"
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karl x female
mature language
DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY THESE STUFF...
Last week me and Karl went stargazing, it was the best night I've ever had, I felt something I've never felt, this feeling in my stomach when I see his face, no guy has ever made me feel this way, he's just an innocent man, why am I in love with him? I'm never going to be enough for him...
It was Thursday. I made myself some breakfast and headed to the studio. It was a normal day at work, fixing cameras, preparing other films, buying stuff, sponsoring, etc. Karl wasn't that energetic that day for some reason, he didnt talk to me that much as he usually does.
"Hey Karl, is everything all right?" "Yes! Its going well! The cameras are fixing perfectly" "No, im asking about your mental health, youre not as much energetic as you always are" "Oh, its only that I went to sleep at like 5 am, watching anime" "Oh okay! Im going to go talk to Jimmy then, bye!" "Bye!"
It's not because he went to sleep late, it's because of me... I did something wrong... b-b-but what? Tears started coming up my eyes while I was approaching Jimmy. He could see me hiding my face and he looked confused. I walked right past him straight to the bathrooms. I locked myself in and looked in the mirror.
"What is wrong with me?"
I whispered. Tears started running down my face.
"Why am I like this? What did I do wrong?"
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I fell down on the floor, curling up into a ball, wanting to just shrink away with the dust. I was punching the walls, leaving bruises on my arms and legs. I was overthinking everything, if I just didn't go to this job, I wouldn't end up this way, not tied up in love veins. After some time I heard a knock on the door.
"y/n?"
It was Karl, it seems to be that he was walking by and heard me..
"Please open the door"
I was shaking, what if he heard me? What if he heard me punching the walls and it traumatized him? Oh no I will ruin everything..
"y/n I know you're in there, open the door please"
Somehow his words made me go mad, my anger started building up, the sound of him trying to unlock the door made me annoyed and I couldn't keep myself and I yelled out.
"Fuck off Karl"
I heard that he started walking off and I rushed to open the door, I glanced in the mirror and saw that my makeup was messed up. I cleaned myself up and rushed to open the door. He wasn't there, I went up to Jimmy and asked.
"Do you know where Karl went?" "Oh yeah, he already left, he said he's taking a lunch break" "Oh no.."
I whispered.
"What's wrong?" "Oh no nothing" "Why is your face so red?" "I rubbed it a lot" "Oh okay" "Is it okay if I take a lunch break too?" "Go for it" "Thanks"
