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2021.08.05
Moments after looking at his gorgeous eyes, my face was already in his hands. We were breathing into each other's faces and I knew it was about to happen. We were still starring at each other, but I was nervous for some reason, I started backing up from him slowly.
"Oh sorry, there was something on your face"
"Oh really, you should've told me"
"Yeah"
I could hear he was a bit hurt from his voice, I do like him back, but I don't know why I don't feel unsure starting something with him.
"I'm sorry, I haven't really recovered from my last break up, I don't want you to get hurt"
"What? No I'm not hurt, I understand"
He gave me that fake smile he always does, I just knew he was devastated, we sat there akwardly, sometimes giving each other stupid little eye contacts.
"Are you alright?"
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Karl, i know when you are hurt"
"I said I'm fine!"
He raised his voice at me that made me tear up a little, I don't like it when people scream at me..
"Oh I'm sorry, y/n, I didn't mean to"
"It's okay"
I said with a twitching voice, holding back my tears, I slowly glanced at him just to see his poor eyes, filled with guilt and regret, I knew the only option for me was to kiss him.
"Karl?"
"What, y/n?"
He turned his face at me, seeing his eyes made me stutter, but I gave in, I got closer to his face and pushed my lips on his, he looked really shooked and that made me pull away from him.
"I- I'm sorry"
"Don't be"
He grabbed my waist and put his lips on mine. It was a short kiss, yet such a powerful one, it felt like a wave of butterflies just hit me, we looked at each other and giggled. I wanted to say something, but I was short on words. It felt like I forgot how to speak.
"I..uhm...m"
"You don't have to say anything, y/n, I know that you liked it"
"Yes Karl, I did like it"
I layed my head on his lap, Karl started playing with my hair, I felt safe in his arms, I knew that he'll keep me safe, my Karl :]
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pretty privilege
Fanfiction"what do you mean by pretty privilege?" "I mean it" "mean what?" "well, the prettiest boy I know is sitting right next to me" _____________________________________________ karl x female mature language DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY THESE STUFF...
