pretty privilege

XXVII - official

2021.08.05

I was laying on his lap, watching his fluffy hair move with the wind, I was smiling so much my face started to hurt, I was waiting for this moment, for a second i forgot to everything bad that happened to me, this man made me feel happy, truly happy.

"So y/n/y/l, is it official now?"
"Well I don't know Karl Jacobs, is it?"
"Will this prove it?"

He gave me a kiss on the forehead and I started blushing uncontrollably.

"Ahh yes, it is official"

We giggled and continued to watch the hot air balloons. The weather was really calming, the puffy clouds and the bright blue sky. It was already 9 pm and the sun was slowly setting.

"Oh! I heard there's a beach somewhere near, do you want to go see the sunset from there?"
"Yeah, sure why not!"

We quickly got our blanket and rushed to our car.

"Karl, it's your turn to be dream now"
"Yes! Speedrun the trip!"

He put on Beamer Boy by Lil Peep and we were singing our hearts out.

"OKAY I HIT THAT!"

Karl screamed at the top of his lungs.

"SHAWTY GET BACK!"

We were laughing and having the time of our lives, his energy matched mine, I've never met a person that has the same interests as me..
After some time we were there and we started running near the water, nobody was there for some odd reason, it's a pretty popular place, or so I thought. Karl took of his shirt and jeans which left him only with his underwear.

"Ahh! Karl"

I covered my eyes.

"What? Lets go swimming!"
"No I don't want to"
"Come on, nobody is here, it's only me"
"But I'm still feeling kinda insecure"
"y/n, trust me, I won't judge you, I love you too much to judge you"
"Promise?"
"Cross my heart and hope to die"

I slowly took off my shirt, I was wearing shorts so I wasn't scared to wet them. We got into the cold asf water, but I wasn't cold, Karl was holding my hand that sent his warmness across my whole body.

"Ahh it's cold!"
"It's not!"
"How is it not for you?"
"Just hug me, Karl"

He lifted me up in the air and held me tightly. We were having the time of our lives.

After some time we dried ourselves with towels and went home shortly. We pulled up in his driveway. We were so exhausted from that trip and everything we flopped on his bed.

"So what now?"
"Movie time?"
"Yeah sure!"
"I'll go make popcorn"

He went into his kitchen and some time later you could hear him swear a lot.

"Karl is everything alright?"
"Yeah it's fine, I just cut myself"

He sounded... odd? I don't know how to explain, like he's been crying? I rushed to the room to check on him.

"Karl, is everything okay?"

He just starred.

"No"

He hugged me and started crying.

"Karl, does it hurt that bad?"
"No"
"It's okay, I'm here if you need me"
"I'm fine, y/n, it was just flashbacks"
"Of what?"
"Uhm, the camera room"
"Oh yeah right"
"I was planning on doing it-"

I interrupted him with a kiss.

"Shut up"
"What?"
"Dont talk about it, go to your room, I'll make the popcorn"
"You would make a great mom"

He said while he walked to his room..
A mom? A fucking mom? Is he talking about children? What the fuck, we're only a day in our relationship, not even a day actually, a couple of hours! What the fuck is wrong with him? I made the popcorn and went to his room.

"Uhm about earlier, just ignore what I said"
"About what?"
"Where I told you your going to make a great mom"
"Oh yeah, that"
"It just popped in my head"
"I thought you already wanted children"
"No, not right now, idiot"
"Did you just call me an idiot?"
"Maybe"
"Oh you're dead"

I tackled him onto his bed and started tickling him.