XVII - the thoughts

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2021.06.27

Sigh.

I tapped on his door slightly so I can get Karl's attention.

"Hey Karl, im going home now"
"Why? We just ordered pizza"
"I dont feel well"
"Is everything okay? Is it because of Alex?"
"No, everythings fine"
"Well, call me when you get home"
"Okay, bye"
"Bye!"

I went back home in tears, its official, he doesnt like me back... i know that life is cruel but I really thought i had a chance with him.

I got into my room and changed into comfy clothes. I sat down on my bed and just stared at a black for in my room, i couldnt look away.

Why am I overthinking so much? Maybe he just thinks shes pretty, but no, he likes her and not me, i wouldnt be so surprised after what happened last year..

Hours pass and im laying on my bed, but my phone starts ringing.

"Hello?"
"y/n, why didnt you call me?"
"I forgot"
"Have you been crying?"
"No what! I just have a runny nose"
"Oh okay, i was worried because you seemed sad"
"No everythings fine"
"Im glad youre good!"

I hung up.
Fun fact: im a musician and I play with a ukulele. I dont usually write songs, but I really wanted to write one.

I started working on it and in about 5 hours it was done, the chords and the strumming pattern where all set. The words really mat hes how I was feeling today and i loved it. I called it summer depression.

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